naval ring piercing
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. Sunday, May 17, 2009
cry a stream of river.  i'm bck agn to post,lol. i don't get a wink at all last night just sitting infront of the com and do nth. as i said i ain't in the mood to sleep,only until tday morning 6+ i get into my lala land. i cried myself to sleep,i totally feeling so lowlowlow. and woke up ard 12. power sibo! i want to sleep but i can't and i don't know for wht f.tard reason. wth is going on with me! exam are still going on and i'm behaving in this way,am i stupid or wht. okaye wadever,i'am gonna stop all this i can't take it anymore longer! i'm waiting for preciuosluvs to come over my hus:) preciousluvs said tht she don't know how to come my hus. i'am going down to jp to fetch her*)! she's really my preciousluvs can,she makes me smile no matter wht. AND,i really luv her damn much de! i shall go prepare and wait for momma to come hmeso tht i can get my ass out of this hus asap. ciaosss. edit. no matter how many streams of river i cried,its still gonna be the same. so wht for cired over spilled milk? maybe i'm stupid like an ass. can't i really have you bck,can't i be the one whom make you change your mind,can't i be the one being loved by you,can't i can't be the one to you tht shares all those happy and sad moments with,can't i be your only one deep dpwn inside yuor heart,can't i be the one by your side?can't i. i'am really feeling so lowlowlow&badbadbad now,i need a shoulder to cry on. i want to carry on my life w/o you,but i just can't. i only can blame myself for all this and i shall resign to fate. how much tears i've shed for you,but you still chose to leave me. its like i cried for you almost everyday can. its useless.wadever i do is all useless. cos i know you won't be bck by my side and you'll be happily enjoying yourself outside w/o me. for this very first time i've been hurt so badly tht i've think of ending my life all here. so many times tht i wanted to call you up and chat with you,but i don't cos i'm lack of courage and i know tht tears will roll down from my cheecks and i don't wana to let you see wht a failure am i. wxluvs just left my hus,studied for physic and ended up studied a little on chem too. chatted awhile and she left for hme. daddy came hme passed me my dinner money not happily! com to watch confession of shopaholic,s.nice luh! momma come bck and started kpkb shouted at me and wadever! knnbpcb,i not for you to vent anger with de luh hor,i tolerate you for time×. tried to make you pleased so i stayed-home and din't went out but you still do all those nonesone to me. huan tio you sibo,pcb! not happy with me say luh,i can jolly well moved my ass out of this family luh hor,i waited v.long liao luh hor. just f.ing open your mouth and say "get out!" and i'll happily move out of this hus for you to see luh,not tht i can't live w/o you people in this family! venting anger on me for no any f.ingcb reason. i really had enough with you people in this family for days liao leh,wht i did your also not happy want your want luh,just say. nbccb!i'am here trying to kick off all my bad habits and you paople thr just make me walk bck my past route. wht you want!wht your want! i won't f.ing appreciate you people in this family if you people don't even appreciates me. asswhole,get a life man. you people want see me pick up my bad habits just say don't need do all those f'ing things to make me take bck my bad habits de hor. just can't stand it anymore and i'll get my ass out of this family sooner or l8r. afterall i ain't important to thm,so wht for living under the same roof with thm. Labels: lowlowlow. in my hour of weakness,
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naval ring piercing inked at the back Bold
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