"Life is a flower of which love is the honey."

. Wednesday, June 3, 2009

nobody ever understands.

am confused,so much so confused tht i can't even breathe.
i really wish tht tht r/s hadn't start from the start.i've suffered so much more thn you.
i'm lost in the bigbig world.
no matter how hard i've think of letting go of our past,things will reminds me bck of it,seriously!am really sick of having the start of our r/s,let me tell you,it really f.sucks and have had hurt me to the core!
now tht you're happy but i ain't not at all.
i'm aking myself,how much mre time and courage shld i put in and give in,to let go.
always telling myself its time to give up,but ended up i din't!wtf yo-.-
i may be smiling and laughing away,but i ain't happy at all with the real me.
you just can't understand me one ley,nobody ever in this hell world understands me.
even my sisters dosen't even understands me well.
shld i give up in my studies or continue with it?
i really don't feel like studying anymore,like thr's no point at all ley.
no matter how much effort i've put in,i just don't get to see it whn papers were being returned to me.sibei sien one ley.
went sch tday,for parents meeting.
took bck my report slip,f.ing dissapointed one ley dey.
aftermath bus down to jp,met aunty momma and momma frenx.
i went to get june birdy present done,spin round jp,and left to momma frenx hus.
dinner-ed at momma frenx hus,left hme alone.
prepared and met-up with 2ah.T:DD!
walk down to 7head to see sintua things,but nth one ley.left to 9head de,no mre liao{rolleye}.
slacked round at 9head,bought my top-up card and left with ah.T to 934 and slacked.
10+ headed hme,tv-ed on com and started blogging eh:)
my post tday seems to be so long uh^^
kkluh,bye.

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