naval ring piercing
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. Friday, September 18, 2009
fated or just not in the luck?  gramy tell me you're not gonna leave us. im wondering if there's this thing called "feel no pain in life" not,if there is tell me.i wouldn't want my gramy to suffer so much,it pains me alot. if you tell me that she wouldn't have more then years to live in this world,then why not cut down the pain that she's suffering much,eg.(no appetite,vomit after every meal,pain&numb with her both hands).maybe she knew what's happening to her,and just kept quiet and i doubt so.the pain that gramy is suffering is so much so that imaginable.in times i really wish that i could take her out of the pain that she's suffering,but i knew it's impossible for me to do so. i wish that gramy will always be here with me,though im not close to her.i just can't bear to see her in this state.does anyone understand,& know how it hurts seeing your close one in this state of pain?i didn't want/wish to witness my love ones suffering like this. if gramy hadn't went through chemo,she wouldn't have had take in that drowsiness tablet and she wouldn't even fell asleep in the toilet in the middle of the night,& not knowing she fell and hit her face with blood all over it.maybe it's all fated,but it's do much so unbearable for her to go through all this. i just wish that everything will be going smoothly for gramy and she live for years till the day she hit 100 over years old.i hope that my wish will come true and not let gramy suffer so much. I JUST LOVES MY GRAMY SO MUCH. im going bonker soon,but for gramy, i'll be hanging there just there to see her smile and not suffer much.eoy are coming and im always not in the right mood to study,i just wants to see my gramy and make her smile. ps/i love die my gramy:D psps/gramy is more imp. to me than study now. pspsps/hang there peiying. in my hour of weakness,
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 PeiYing,sweet 6'teen. judge & be judged.
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naval ring piercing inked at the back Bold
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