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. Thursday, December 10, 2009
fact that kills {warning :wordy}  today sales,lagi bad.how to earn?-.- i should get myself serious in looking for a better job to hold onto my life now,srsly i am spending away my money espeacially innocent money like tap water that's flowing. if i am still going to stick onto walls,how am i going to live? i rlly need a job with a high income,do not hesitate to call me/leave a comment for jobs.i went for so many interview,all asked to wait for their call but knn my phone never ring up once for job one. i am just wasting my youth away,how fucking can i not be fed up? after a long period mia-ing from walls.i work all the way from 7 to 11,running from block to block.it's rlly tired,but working with loverly always makes my night goes sweet. i had a bread for dinner,as i am working. ended work and headed back to namdai,907,for supper. . i would like to thanks wenxin for,just a phone call from me and she walked all the way from her place to sunshine place just to help me out to buy icecream.though it's expensive,she didn't re-consider it and buy.thanks alot girl:) . i would like to thanks my naughty brother whom is now sleeping soundly on his bed now for accompanying me to work everytime no matter how tired you are,he is rlly a sweet brother.not only that he's sweet in this and also that would pack food home for me whenever i am at home,and cock with me.though sometime very niao{stingy}la.i feel so bad for bullying him at times when i am boring and using him to vent my anger out when i am not in the mood.once again thanks naughty brother.in a side note for you,learn to be more sensibe don't always go out and make trouble with others and stive hard in your acedmic and bring glory to this family.i don't want you to walk up the some path as me,being a trouble maker,always bringing troubles home for parent and neglect studies.but if you're in trouble,do remember i am always a call away,just a call and i'll be there for you.i know,no matter how long i type here/how i talk sense into you,maybe you will not heed it.but let me tell you this,you'll regret if you happen to step into the same path as mine.it's hard for you to learn to be good but fast enough to learn in becoming an uneducated.once again,thanks little brother.this is the first time,i ever had to realise that i am so bless to have a little brother like you,and my family members also la,they are the ones whom keep talking sense into me in order for me to continue striving for acedmic.srsly,i dislike going school,going to school is just killing me.i spend all of my time in school day-dreaming,making troubles and not studying.it's ever the first time i felt i am a nothing but bringing disgrace home girl.eventhou i am always making troubles outside,my parents will always be the one going through those times with me,talking in sense to me.i rlly did regret for not hitting those advices that both of you had said. i am rlly sorry for always bringing in worries for you two,rlly sorry. it's not only both of my parent that are behind me,in my heart i do know.i can name out you people names, eg. michelle ahyi,mr lim hanling,big aunt,both of my grandma,unlce and ahyi. sorry that i've let you people down,but i can promised that i'll do better to make you guys proud. i've alot more things in my heart to say,but it's all just too long to post it out here and i know it'll be boring. i've wake up to sense,regretting is too late,but to strive better is next on. . friends out there,espeacially the three's that are in rtc,pull up your socks no more troubles when you're out.it's fun to make troubles but did any of the three's thought of the consequences?i doubt so,now three's gotta suffered in it.do reflect yourself in there,and not to get into anymore troubles when out,i know you three still have a long way to go,but it's the consequences that you gotta pay for being over mischevious.be a man when you three are out,stop being playful. for those whom are serving their probation,do reflect too.reflect on why didn't anyone of you stop/pull them away when using weapon/bashing up others.it may not be you suffering in there but who,your hiadi's.what will their future be like?why are all of you involve in this case being so selfish by not talking sense to each other and seeing each and another of your hiadi to be so tough?maybe i shouldn't bring this matter up again after so long and i dont have the position to say,but still i got to.brother's and sister's out there,take care. . this is speacially for maiyeeting{loverly},i want you to be a better one.i want you to strive for your study,i want you to be more sensible and control your temper at times.i can see that you've change alot unlike the past you.i can say that you are one of the one bestfriend i've got,i am glad that whenever you are having things that are bothering you,you will call/text me and spill all to me,i am rlly very happy.cause i know you trust me.we were not this close in the past or maybe just a hi/bye friend in the past but now,not anymore but bestfriend.we do quarrel at times,but we are still back in a square.i rlly do cherish you this friend alot.you are the one who are always standing by me,whenever i am in trouble you would always help me out w/o hesitating.you listen to my rubbish and cocked with me.i rlly do enjoy the time when i am working with you,sister:)you gotta takecare of your health and don't always sleep until the extent that,no matter how i scream/laugh loudly/shake/spam you up you will always still in your dreamland one.i tabuleh tahan{laugh}~ i want to change into a better person each day and not a useless ones.
in my hour of weakness,
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 PeiYing,sweet 6'teen. judge & be judged.
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