"Life is a flower of which love is the honey."
 hey babe hunks pretty lovely ahgong&ahma'ss:DD din't post yst as com keep dc eh:) went arena for pool yst wit fangeric&garyson. first time play pool so abit stupid ehxp after pool-session , had dinner and bused hme aftemath:)! bused t fang hus fall asleep on her sofa! wake up and walked hme. reached hme lie flat on th sofa&snore loudly:DD zzz-.-"! waked up by sms-ed! on com&started surfing th net till papa cme hme:)! watched tv half way&fall asleep:DD! i'm an fat ass pig yo! waken up by some stupid noise thn went int my bedroom and went t my lala landxp. hehes tday wake up at 9plus10 stayed hme all th way until xin&ling came t my hus and fetch me t xin hus:)! had kfc for dinner , keep laughingxp. hehes pool-ing for tml wit leyx:)! can't wait for tml manxx.. bye-ee babe hunks pretty lovely ahgong&ahmasss !
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in my hour of weakness,
190209 , everything came t an end hur:(! i don't know wht i;m thinking of , i din't regret th times i've spent wit you though its just a few days . but wht i regretted most is wht you said&why did i accepted it . mayb i shall blame myself for being a fool:(! mayb its great tht you leave&mayb not . idk:(! for wht you've said i cried&cried like a fool .. th fact tht i really admit tht i'm a fool eh:(! shall not elaborate mre on it ya .
for wht this lesson i've paid for , i finally realised tht who are really my best frenx yea:DD! thanks for those whom tht console-d me during tht day ya:)!
took mc for tday&tml camp thingy:) regrett-ed ! morning phone being spmmed . wake up prepared thn bused t polyclincs t look for shirley . waited for her turn , super long de ok ! thn saw serene wit her mama she also went t take mc . haha:DD! after see-ing doc went t eat thn cabbed t jp t meet weihan . meet him le , bused t xiao-fei hus met ahpui&xiao-fei . me&shirley went t bus-stop . i bused hme while shirley bused t BL market find her mama . reached hme thn things happened . cher called up both my parents , thy found out bout monday thing mama broke down and i'm really sorry:(!
sorry tht i make you broke down i'm really sorry&i will really changed myself back t my old-self . i won;t bring up any trouble for you anymore , really i'm sorry for letting you cried so hard:(!
had an heart t heart talk wit fang , i really thanks you for being my listening ear when i'm down(:! i finally realised tht i've hurt so many people around me:(!
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in my hour of weakness,

Swollen eye-ee , cough&running nose ! people are getting better&better each day while i'm getting worsen&worsen each day):! godamnit:DD i've miss-ed my phy&math CT):! shall make up for th retest eh . shall buck up , and mug hard in my studies manxx , i wana pass all my subject ! no mre fooling&playing around): i swear tht i'm gonna stay at hme and do all my studiess hur:DD! i missed babyluv alot and idk why):! can't meet babyluv so often during th weekend , stay at hme&study):! i'm gonna missed him terribly,horribly&vegetably! hahas:DD! shall stop all my crapss here and do my study la(:! bye-ee readersss ! Labels:waiting for your call.
in my hour of weakness,
tata pee-pos(: currently at ahfang hus eh , stay-ed over at her hus last night:DD! finally met up wit baby♥ yst . met up wit shirley , and bused t boonlay t find shirley mama . aftermath trained t vivo and met up wit weihan&lancee ! rained and we walked over t dk whr and tke a puff . walk ard vivo and finally get ourself sitted down at ljs(: saw debbie&her frenx .. waited for weihan&lancee t finish up their food&went t tke a puff . me&shirley bused t jp ard 6 . have a long tok through out th whole journey(: reached jp and went t have our dinner , aftermath shirley bused hme while i bused t 9head and met up wit ahfang:DD! slacked at best thn eric&garyson came and joined us . thy left after gayson finished his food . so ahfang acc hme and pack my things thn jiu walked over t her hus noh(: in bed and i'm like th joker for th night loh , maked thm laughed . hahas -.-'. 12plus lights off , so i went t bed noh(: wked up tday and i found out tht my eye-ee are swollen ! totally so fucked-up ! hopefully tml will not be tht swollen hur):! baby♥ booking-in tonight):! missed him upside down leaa ! hehesssxp. peek-tures up real soon eh , so stay tune readers ! bye-ee !
in my hour of weakness,
i hate th life tht i'm leading now , and i swear tht i really hated it ok ! problems&problems are coming t me one after one:( went t sch tday morning as usual . after national athem and everything chiam called us out , why ? cos some of us skipped yst english lesson{regretted} no rev-up{road run}for me waited for th sch t complete th road run so sitted outside GO like one ah gong ! bfore th rev-up thing chiam check me&shirley bag throwed away th biscuit tht i brought t sch and i was already damn buay song thn my biscuit also haven't even open de leaa ! like so fucked-up can ? saw my mp3 but he din't confiscate it:)! chers&chers are walking over t me continuosly{sp}and talk t me -.-" . written down statement thn chiam was like walking over t a few of th others and told thm tht thy will b detend tday frm 1.30-5.30 . thn when he walk over t me , i thought he would said th same t me . but however , it turned out tht 'you 2 cum wit me'. was like godamnit laa ! all his crapsss came out and i attitude himD: wht makes me boil is tht he said you two will b serving your suspension tml ! i was superr dulan when he told me tht me&shirley will be served by suspension and i was like while walking off i shouted "fuck you laa chiam , biais" and i walked off . don't bother bout too much for th rest of th day . i know i've let my ft down once again . but i promised tht this would b my last time making th same old mistake again and i will not have once more t trouble him again:"(! saw this not it dosen't matter , wht's important is tht i promised i won't get int troubles&making all those stupid old mistake agian:"(! after sch acc wenxin t jp as she's meeting her sissy thn slacked awhile at kfc and off t meet weihan . not long jianming came and join us smoked&chatted kanna disiao , superr dulan so i walked off ! but ened up i walked bck t meet thm:(! hate it whn you guys disiao me when i'm already not in th mood , so sorry guys if i've attitude your:(! 4plus5 bused hme cooked myself maggie-noodless din't eat finish just had a mouthful as i've no appettite:)! mama helped me t finished it:DD hopefully when th sentence come out you'll be free . & hopefully tht you'll not be expel frm sch:)! shall upload peek-turess tml , i promised:)! byebye:DD
in my hour of weakness,
Happy belated Valantines day to all eh(: spent my day yst wit co. at sentosa ! was lte t meet thm as i woke up lte): rushed myself and went down t meet thm wanted t take cab , but thr's no cab . waited for bus & thr's no bus so i'm already freaking lte t meet co. ! called & rushed me , hahas keept apologising{sp} t thm . trained t vivo chatting happily and ended up we din't notice tht we've reached otraum until gereld called us and told us tht shania&him had alighted at otraum ! thn th rest in th trainwas like huh ! wht t do next laa hahas:DD alighted at raffles thn trained bck t otraum t meet shania&gereld . went t sentosa ard 5plus . enjoyed and pack up at ard 8plus{cnt remember}. headed bck t vivo and met up wit caissa , kelvin & jue yu{?}. while th rest headed t banquet t look for att(: went t kopitiam din't eat anything as i'm in no appetite(: aftermath jue yu headed t dk whr t do his things thn wherelse me carissa&kelvin went t buy things and headed t dk where and slacked . took taxi home as i wanted t go hme early t charge my phone:) carissa lost her wallet:(! thn after carissa&kelvin alighted , i headed hme:) th taxi driver was like asking me things tht dosen't even concern bout th journey laa ! but it was so kind of him t tke 15bucks frm me thn tking 16.60 frm me:) hahas:DD bfore i alight th taxi th driver looked at me and asked din't your boyfrenx give you any flowers ? and i was like{tsktsk} no boyfrenx lea . hahas:) saw mama and co. at 934 so headed over t say hello and waited for mama t go hme tgt:) shall upload peek-turess during th nxt post:).
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in my hour of weakness,
I HATE YOU !
went through a bad-bad night yst . i hate t mention th word i hate you infornt of you , but you left me wit no choice . and i swear i really hated wht i went though yst night . quaralled wit this particular aunty last night and things started t goes wrong after she started t whack me , shouted and screamed at her as t protect myself , but ended up wit bruises all around my hand :O! i smoked so , don't tell me tht you don't smoke ok i was outside th whole day wit frenx as i'm sick&tired of looking at you andd wit those nagging , no offence . i have or don't have a boyfrenx so , does it really concern bout you ? i doubt so . cried for th whole yst night&ended up wit swollen eye tday morning:( lte t meet my girlfrenxss tday but not later thn shirley eh:DD hahs . bused t sch and crapss .. lesson tday ended at 2 . went jp t look for girlfrenx hammy cage and headed home as i'm not in th mood for things . shirley went my hus 2 waited for me t bath&prepared thn left t meet weihan , jiehe&co.(: slacked till 7plus and headed t shirley ah-ma hus . 8plus9 left and headed for home . cab home as i'm lazy t squeeze up th bus . hahas(: din't had my dinner for tday , mystomach is calling for food la:( but i don't feel like eating anything .
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in my hour of weakness,
 Sports meet for tday , half way through th gang ran away :D went seperate ways and met up again as we've nth t do , went 847 slack wit th gang smoke&gamble . win 2.50 happy{claphand claphand}(: . -.-'hahas suddenly han ling{FT} text shirley said we ran away frm th sport meets thing & wants th whole gang t b bck by 12.30 or else tml whole class stay until 5.30 . no bian thn left wit a few min nia , jiu 5 person squeeze in a cab and rush thr loh(: ! hahas after went bck t sch t look for han ling{FT} , went bck 847 thr t meet up wit th two boys:)! smoke and chat , thn half way smoking ma-ta come ji tao chua dio thn throw away my cigg thn keep eveything in:) . tio screen & he kanna spot check thn th officer shout cb th gang chua sai bodo ! hahas :x thn th officer keep on asking we got smoke bo , denied & lucky we passed:D bfore we went off th officer said don't smoke hor ! lan lan thn walk off laa . walk t coffee shop thn off t meet my sis t buy my ah-ham things:) after eveything went home bath preapred and went out again , shirley was wit me th whole day too:) just had my dinner done and i'm frigging tired de laa , blog dao want sleep liao loh :x yawyness ! hopefully tml we're not going t get int any trouble la:dd. bye-ee peepposs , off t my bed i'm 2 tired laa . hehaho xp .
in my hour of weakness,
back peeps-po:)! sch tday was normal , 1h30min breaks for th gangs as you know we actually ... hahas:DD laughed and shout like mad ! i love it yo , was like c'mon since so long we've been ever so mad laa:)! i really love th day i spent tday ya . skipskipskip .. din't went for th enrichment tday as i terribly , horribly{sp} missed my ah-ham can ? hahas -.-' headed home wit shirley she waited for me t bath and prepared thn off t my gan-ma hus t redeem bck my ah-ham ! hahas:DD aftermath headed down t stadium and met up wit i hui & co.:)! weikang&co met up not long and we're like climbing up&down th stairs like stupid de laa . -.-' 5plus went home put my things and down t meet up with weikang's&co.:)! somehow like sitting at th bus-stop for nth and shortly after thy co. went hme and so left wit me and weikang , he pei me took 242:)! so kind of him eh:) hehaho ... reached hme entertained my ah-ham and had my dinner:)! i'm so happy tday{tehees}:DD no sch for tml as thr's sports meet , yayness:DD bye-eee:dd .
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in my hour of weakness,
din't went t sch tday as i'm lazy(: woke up ard 10plus brush up myself and had my breakfast . eat half way stomach cramb and make me super uncomfartable): so bath and prepared myself waited for mama and off t see doc(: th doc took my blood and i cried super loud , super pain ! got BLUE BLACK lea !! aww): after everything bused home and had my dinner . no appetite , cos my hand very pain): i missed th hooligans eh :DD hahas thy din't attend sch tday as well{heard frm jian ming}(: dk wht t post lea , shall stop here ba .
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in my hour of weakness,

i'm just so stupid t have you as my bffs . i'm just so stupid t have make frenx wit him . i'm just so stupid t have put in so much trust in you . i'm just so stupid t cover up for you whn you're in trouble . i'm just so stupid for being so close t you . i'm just so stupid for neglecting my perfect-o 4 . i'm just soso stupid , for not listening t you guys): i've never been hurt so much by anyone and you're th first one whom make me break down in front of eveybody . now i know i'm so stupid . idk how t face you anymore . idk how t act as nth happened infront f you when i know wht's happening . i just can't accept th facts tht you actually did all those things behind me): things bad are just coming up t me since th day i'm so close t you . you're just making me lose trust in you . i hate myself so much for walking up this path . i hate myself for eveything i did . i hate eveything in my life . how i wish i could just end my life up here , but i'm afarid of death): Labels : t be th stupidity of th stupidity .
in my hour of weakness,
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PeiYing,sweet 6'teen.
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