"Life is a flower of which love is the honey."

. Saturday, February 28, 2009


hey babe hunks pretty lovely ahgong&ahma'ss:DD
din't post yst as com keep dc eh:)
went arena for pool yst wit fangeric&garyson.
first time play pool so abit stupid ehxp
after pool-session , had dinner and bused hme aftemath:)!
bused t fang hus fall asleep on her sofa!
wake up and walked hme.
reached hme lie flat on th sofa&snore loudly:DD
zzz-.-"!
waked up by sms-ed!
on com&started surfing th net till papa cme hme:)!
watched tv half way&fall asleep:DD!
i'm an fat ass pig yo!
waken up by some stupid noise thn went int my bedroom and went t my lala landxp.
hehes
tday wake up at 9plus10
stayed hme all th way until xin&ling came t my hus and fetch me t xin hus:)!
had kfc for dinner , keep laughingxp.
hehes
pool-ing for tml wit leyx:)!
can't wait for tml manxx..
bye-ee babe hunks pretty lovely ahgong&ahmasss !

Labels:i hate you jerk !



in my hour of weakness,

. Wednesday, February 25, 2009

190209 , everything came t an end hur:(!
i don't know wht i;m thinking of ,
i din't regret th times i've spent wit you though its just a few days .
but wht i regretted most is wht you said&why did i accepted it .
mayb i shall blame myself for being a fool:(!
mayb its great tht you leave&mayb not .
idk:(!
for wht you've said i cried&cried like a fool ..
th fact tht i really admit tht i'm a fool eh:(!
shall not elaborate mre on it ya .

for wht this lesson i've paid for , i finally realised tht who are really my best frenx yea:DD!
thanks for those whom tht console-d me during tht day ya:)!

took mc for tday&tml camp thingy:)
regrett-ed !
morning phone being spmmed .
wake up prepared thn bused t polyclincs t look for shirley .
waited for her turn , super long de ok !
thn saw serene wit her mama she also went t take mc .
haha:DD!
after see-ing doc went t eat thn cabbed t jp t meet weihan .
meet him le , bused t xiao-fei hus met ahpui&xiao-fei .
me&shirley went t bus-stop .
i bused hme while shirley bused t BL market find her mama .
reached hme thn things happened .
cher called up both my parents ,
thy found out bout monday thing mama broke down and i'm really sorry:(!

sorry tht i make you broke down i'm really sorry&i will really changed myself back t my old-self .
i won;t bring up any trouble for you anymore , really i'm sorry for letting you cried so hard:(!

had an heart t heart talk wit fang , i really thanks you for being my listening ear when i'm down(:!
i finally realised tht i've hurt so many people around me:(!

Labels:i'm tired.



in my hour of weakness,

. Monday, February 23, 2009


Swollen eye-ee , cough&running nose !
people are getting better&better each day while i'm getting worsen&worsen each day):!
godamnit:DD
i've miss-ed my phy&math CT):!
shall make up for th retest eh .
shall buck up , and mug hard in my studies manxx , i wana pass all my subject !
no mre fooling&playing around):
i swear tht i'm gonna stay at hme and do all my studiess hur:DD!
i missed babyluv alot and idk why):!
can't meet babyluv so often during th weekend , stay at hme&study):!
i'm gonna missed him terribly,horribly&vegetably!
hahas:DD!
shall stop all my crapss here and do my study la(:!
bye-ee readersss !
Labels:waiting for your call.



in my hour of weakness,

. Sunday, February 22, 2009

tata pee-pos(:
currently at ahfang hus eh , stay-ed over at her hus last night:DD!
finally met up wit baby♥ yst .
met up wit shirley , and bused t boonlay t find shirley mama .
aftermath trained t vivo and met up wit weihan&lancee !
rained and we walked over t dk whr and tke a puff .
walk ard vivo and finally get ourself sitted down at ljs(:
saw debbie&her frenx ..
waited for weihan&lancee t finish up their food&went t tke a puff .
me&shirley bused t jp ard 6 .
have a long tok through out th whole journey(:
reached jp and went t have our dinner , aftermath shirley bused hme while i bused t 9head and met up wit ahfang:DD!
slacked at best thn eric&garyson came and joined us .
thy left after gayson finished his food .
so ahfang acc hme and pack my things thn jiu walked over t her hus noh(:
in bed and i'm like th joker for th night loh , maked thm laughed .
hahas
-.-'.
12plus lights off , so i went t bed noh(:
wked up tday and i found out tht my eye-ee are swollen !
totally so fucked-up !
hopefully tml will not be tht swollen hur):!
baby♥ booking-in tonight):!
missed him upside down leaa !
hehesssxp.
peek-tures up real soon eh , so stay tune readers !
bye-ee !



in my hour of weakness,

. Tuesday, February 17, 2009

i hate th life tht i'm leading now , and i swear tht i really hated it ok !
problems&problems are coming t me one after one:(
went t sch tday morning as usual .
after national athem and everything chiam called us out , why ?
cos some of us skipped yst english lesson{regretted} no rev-up{road run}for me waited for th sch t complete th road run so sitted outside GO like one ah gong !
bfore th rev-up thing chiam check me&shirley bag throwed away th biscuit tht i brought t sch and i was already damn buay song thn my biscuit also haven't even open de leaa ! like so fucked-up can ?
saw my mp3 but he din't confiscate it:)!
chers&chers are walking over t me continuosly{sp}and talk t me
-.-" .
written down statement thn chiam was like walking over t a few of th others and told thm tht thy will b detend tday frm 1.30-5.30 .
thn when he walk over t me , i thought he would said th same t me .
but however , it turned out tht 'you 2 cum wit me'.
was like godamnit laa !
all his crapsss came out and i attitude himD:
wht makes me boil is tht he said you two will b serving your suspension tml !
i was superr dulan when he told me tht me&shirley will be served by suspension and i was like while walking off i shouted "fuck you laa chiam , biais" and i walked off .
don't bother bout too much for th rest of th day .
i know i've let my ft down once again . but i promised tht this would b my last time making th same old mistake again and i will not have once more t trouble him again:"(!
saw this not it dosen't matter , wht's important is tht i promised i won't get int troubles&making all those stupid old mistake agian:"(!
after sch acc wenxin t jp as she's meeting her sissy thn slacked awhile at kfc and off t meet weihan .
not long jianming came and join us smoked&chatted kanna disiao , superr dulan so i walked off !
but ened up i walked bck t meet thm:(!
hate it whn you guys disiao me when i'm already not in th mood , so sorry guys if i've attitude your:(!
4plus5 bused hme cooked myself maggie-noodless din't eat finish just had a mouthful as i've no appettite:)!
mama helped me t finished it:DD
hopefully when th sentence come out you'll be free .
&
hopefully tht you'll not be expel frm sch:)!
shall upload peek-turess tml , i promised:)!
byebye:DD



in my hour of weakness,

. Sunday, February 15, 2009

Happy belated Valantines day to all eh(:
spent my day yst wit co. at sentosa !
was lte t meet thm as i woke up lte):
rushed myself and went down t meet thm wanted t take cab , but thr's no cab .
waited for bus & thr's no bus so i'm already freaking lte t meet co. !
called & rushed me , hahas keept apologising{sp} t thm .
trained t vivo chatting happily and ended up we din't notice tht we've reached otraum until gereld called us and told us tht shania&him had alighted at otraum !
thn th rest in th trainwas like huh ! wht t do next laa
hahas:DD
alighted at raffles thn trained bck t otraum t meet shania&gereld .
went t sentosa ard 5plus .
enjoyed and pack up at ard 8plus{cnt remember}.
headed bck t vivo and met up wit caissa , kelvin & jue yu{?}.
while th rest headed t banquet t look for att(:
went t kopitiam din't eat anything as i'm in no appetite(:
aftermath jue yu headed t dk whr t do his things thn wherelse me carissa&kelvin went t buy things and headed t dk where and slacked .
took taxi home as i wanted t go hme early t charge my phone:)
carissa lost her wallet:(!
thn after carissa&kelvin alighted , i headed hme:)
th taxi driver was like asking me things tht dosen't even concern bout th journey laa !
but it was so kind of him t tke 15bucks frm me thn tking 16.60 frm me:)
hahas:DD
bfore i alight th taxi th driver looked at me and asked din't your boyfrenx give you any flowers ? and i was like{tsktsk} no boyfrenx lea .
hahas:)
saw mama and co. at 934 so headed over t say hello and waited for mama t go hme tgt:)
shall upload peek-turess during th nxt post:).

Labels:Poker face-ee:)



in my hour of weakness,

. Thursday, February 12, 2009

I HATE YOU !

went through a bad-bad night yst .
i hate t mention th word i hate you infornt of you , but you left me wit no choice .
and i swear i really hated wht i went though yst night .
quaralled wit this particular aunty last night and things started t goes wrong after she started t whack me , shouted and screamed at her as t protect myself , but ended up wit bruises all around my hand :O!
i smoked so , don't tell me tht you don't smoke ok
i was outside th whole day wit frenx as i'm sick&tired of looking at you andd wit those nagging , no offence .
i have or don't have a boyfrenx so ,
does it really concern bout you ?
i doubt so .
cried for th whole yst night&ended up wit swollen eye tday morning:(
lte t meet my girlfrenxss tday but not later thn shirley eh:DD
hahs .
bused t sch and crapss ..
lesson tday ended at 2 .
went jp t look for girlfrenx hammy cage and headed home as i'm not in th mood for things .
shirley went my hus 2 waited for me t bath&prepared thn left t meet weihan , jiehe&co.(:
slacked till 7plus and headed t shirley ah-ma hus .
8plus9 left and headed for home .
cab home as i'm lazy t squeeze up th bus .
hahas(:
din't had my dinner for tday , mystomach is calling for food la:(
but i don't feel like eating anything .

Label : i wanted you .



in my hour of weakness,

. Wednesday, February 11, 2009


Sports meet for tday , half way through th gang ran away :D
went seperate ways and met up again as we've nth t do , went 847 slack wit th gang smoke&gamble .
win 2.50 happy{claphand claphand}(: .
-.-'hahas
suddenly han ling{FT} text shirley said we ran away frm th sport meets thing & wants th whole gang t b bck by 12.30 or else tml whole class stay until 5.30 .
no bian thn left wit a few min nia , jiu 5 person squeeze in a cab and rush thr loh(: !
hahas
after went bck t sch t look for han ling{FT} , went bck 847 thr t meet up wit th two boys:)!
smoke and chat , thn half way smoking ma-ta come ji tao chua dio thn throw away my cigg thn keep eveything in:) .
tio screen
&
he kanna spot check thn th officer shout cb th gang chua sai bodo !
hahas :x
thn th officer keep on asking we got smoke bo , denied & lucky we passed:D
bfore we went off th officer said don't smoke hor !
lan lan thn walk off laa .
walk t coffee shop thn off t meet my sis t buy my ah-ham things:)
after eveything went home bath preapred and went out again , shirley was wit me th whole day too:)
just had my dinner done and i'm frigging tired de laa , blog dao want sleep liao loh :x
yawyness !
hopefully tml we're not going t get int any trouble la:dd.
bye-ee peepposs , off t my bed i'm 2 tired laa .
hehaho xp .



in my hour of weakness,

. Tuesday, February 10, 2009

back peeps-po:)!
sch tday was normal , 1h30min breaks for th gangs as you know we actually ...
hahas:DD
laughed and shout like mad ! i love it yo , was like c'mon since so long we've been ever so mad laa:)!
i really love th day i spent tday ya .
skipskipskip ..
din't went for th enrichment tday as i terribly , horribly{sp} missed my ah-ham can ?
hahas -.-'
headed home wit shirley
she waited for me t bath and prepared thn off t my gan-ma hus t redeem bck my ah-ham !
hahas:DD
aftermath headed down t stadium and met up wit i hui & co.:)!
weikang&co met up not long and we're like climbing up&down th stairs like stupid de laa .
-.-'
5plus went home put my things and down t meet up with weikang's&co.:)!
somehow like sitting at th bus-stop for nth and shortly after thy co. went hme and so left wit me and weikang , he pei me took 242:)!
so kind of him eh:)
hehaho ...
reached hme entertained my ah-ham and had my dinner:)!
i'm so happy tday{tehees}:DD
no sch for tml as thr's sports meet , yayness:DD
bye-eee:dd .

Labels : when times i'm alone i think bout you .



in my hour of weakness,

. Wednesday, February 4, 2009

din't went t sch tday as i'm lazy(:
woke up ard 10plus brush up myself and had my breakfast .
eat half way stomach cramb and make me super uncomfartable):
so bath and prepared myself waited for mama and off t see doc(:
th doc took my blood and i cried super loud , super pain !
got BLUE BLACK lea !!
aww):
after everything bused home and had my dinner .
no appetite , cos my hand very pain):
i missed th hooligans eh :DD
hahas
thy din't attend sch tday as well{heard frm jian ming}(:
dk wht t post lea , shall stop here ba .

Labels : i cried so hard , but nth came bck in X-change of my tears .



in my hour of weakness,

. Tuesday, February 3, 2009



i'm just so stupid t have you as my bffs .
i'm just so stupid t have make frenx wit him .
i'm just so stupid t have put in so much trust in you .
i'm just so stupid t cover up for you whn you're in trouble .
i'm just so stupid for being so close t you .
i'm just so stupid for neglecting my perfect-o 4 .
i'm just soso stupid , for not listening t you guys):
i've never been hurt so much by anyone and you're th first one whom make me break down in front of eveybody .
now i know i'm so stupid .
idk how t face you anymore .
idk how t act as nth happened infront f you when i know wht's happening .
i just can't accept th facts tht you actually did all those things behind me):
things bad are just coming up t me since th day i'm so close t you .
you're just making me lose trust in you .
i hate myself so much for walking up this path .
i hate myself for eveything i did .
i hate eveything in my life .
how i wish i could just end my life up here , but i'm afarid of death):
Labels : t be th stupidity of th stupidity .



in my hour of weakness,


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