"Life is a flower of which love is the honey."

. Thursday, April 30, 2009

i've atually type out a lot,but idk wth fstupid happened to my blogger and it just don't want to let me published out the post luh hur!
^!^$!&@$*@
ruin day,ruin moodDD:!

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in my hour of weakness,

. Wednesday, April 29, 2009


ILUVKINDERJOY!
kinderjoy makes my day(:hahsssss
LimPeiYing is power de ok!
yst she slept frm the early evening to tday morning at abt 5,power enuff!?
though i slept for so long i'm still very tired de luh):!
hahahssssssss:DD
sch tday,one word bored!
last period after math was canning session,
rflmaoo-.-"
aftermath me&A met S&J outside sch thn off to gp mac and i headed hme aftermath(:
i need my beauty sleep luh,hehahosDD:!
idk why,i'm always getting so tired easily):!
reached hme and i throw my bag on the floor and lie flat on the floor.
thn you know wht!?!?
S&A came up my hus just to used my toilet{laughs}!
thy left and the nxt min i was found snoring loudly on the sofa like a pig.
hehesss:DD,woke up at 6+ and i clean myself up and sitted at the sofa watching my show((L
teehees,i'm off to my bed soonDD:!
i'm far too tired!
credits to J for helping out in my blogskin and i quite like it:DD!
byexysed,,
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in my hour of weakness,

. Monday, April 27, 2009


Sch-ling life really sucks luhDD:
can't sleep longer,have to chase over a bus and blablabla...
excuses for not going sch!?laughss:DD
discipline check tday and i've pass(:clap hand?
first time ever in this sch i've passed my discipline check you know&i know
and i'm super please de luh!
teehees^^
lessons as usual boring is all i can sayDD:!
after sch collected our pinkIC and off to gp with clique while IH&Z acc by their luvs hme(:
waited for thm,chance upon jacky:)!
hahasss,went over and say hi&bye thn off he go to dk whr:s!
IHD&ZJM came not long and the clique bused to 959 for fish meat beehoon(:
yummilisious luh,since a long time i ate it XD.
bought my pens and all went seperate ways except for SA came up my hus:D!
use com and A went to look for clothes in my wardrop,
and she said:nxt time i will come your hus and do some shopping liao:DD!
so cuteee luh,ILA to the max.
5+ and SA left and went hme:@!
HAPPYBIRD-DAYJACKSON!Sorry for not giving you any present uh,as i just got to know tht its your bird-day tdayDD:!next year present ok,i promised(:!Lastly may you had an anjoyable and lovely day:DD!
idk why i still miss you though like the past.i've no courage to msg you as i'm afarid you'll not reply):wth fked is going on!i'm going haywire soon you know,you know.and it's all bout you):!
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in my hour of weakness,

. Sunday, April 26, 2009


i miss this little keai of mineDD:
isn't she's cute?hahas(:
stayed hme all day tday,fugly bored and i wants my chendol can!
i missed you badly de can,ever since the day we bid goodbye to each other):!
maybe we're not fated to be tgt eh.
ok,blablabla..
should change this blogskin of mine hur,getting sick of it:/!
shall stop here luh,i don't know wht should i continue with.
byesss(:
if you really treat us as a clique or sisters,thn please stop all those things luh hor,if you really wants us to treat you like last time thn please put yourself into our shoes.you're not to be forgiven but,we just can't bear to lose you away just bcos of a small little things.please hur,go and reflect about it.you're just using us for guys leh,this is wht i can see from you from your action leh,i'm really left with no comment le.just do wht you want i don't see thrs a reason for me to stop you from all your stupid nonesones.you're just making up losing trust in you(:!things seems to be getting worsen each days,can't we get bck to the past?
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in my hour of weakness,

. Saturday, April 25, 2009

I think you should really go bang wall and die luh!
-.-",whtever eh!
my day tday really sucks to the core yo.
grounded at hme_l_
waken up by those b*tches&b*stard msges&call{roll eye}!
tv-ed,went 907 with dajie to packet her food and bck home):
can't even go out,wtf hell world is this yo!
i think i'm earning mre&mre fats at hme rather thn losing fats luh.
JIANFEI luh yo!
stayed hme all day long acc by my tv{roll eye}.
eatsleeptv!my fats are coming bck leh!
Ezad promised to go gym-ing with me:DD.
i want cuppy noodlesss!
do wht you like/want i can't be bothered your just jumping into the conclusion w/o listening to the whole story yo.
so wht i smoked,it dosen't means tht i'm into those things ok and full stop to it luh.
should save my saliva up,instead of telling you those same old thingsDD:
you want catch thn cme catch loh,i din't even do anything wrong can!
rflamoo-.-"!

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in my hour of weakness,

. Friday, April 24, 2009

bck-ed posting again(:
i knew long ago tht this clique thr shares no trust,and finally this day came uh!
ya,you're a victim too.it doesn't means tht you won't be the shoot kia wht!
eveyone tht were present tht day are also a suspect wht,we're not pointing hands at you and said tht you're the shoot kia wht!did we point at you and asked,no right!
we're just asking you only and you already atittude us.
so be it luhs:/
wait till the time is right and i'll reveals to you the whole incident,and so you shall wait(:
sometime you really makes me missyou,luvsyou and heartyou.
but sometime you really makes me pissed,hate and put no trust in you yo.
wadever it is,we sweared bfore tht thr shall be no secrets in this cliques and no tiff but we still break the chains and so wadever ya!
no matter wht had happened or whts happening now we're still a clique and we should never let each others drift(:
we must promised to luv each others like how we luv ourself ok?

S-we're not pointing finger at you and forcing you to admit things,we're just asking leh.now the peoples tht are invovled in the case are a suspect and we're not trying to say tht its you the one wht,did we.whether you&him were an item anot i can't be bothered,but are you happy by seeing frenx/sisters breaking up or rather you're happy to be the one who breaks every relationships cos you can't get the one you luv.
i'm sorry for saying all those things tht i've hurt you,i know you'll read my post so don't come running and screaming at me when we meet-up.

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in my hour of weakness,

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no peek-tures for post,as i haven't upload thm into my com):!
sch for tday,super sienn de eh!
left my inhaler at hme lo,thn w/o tht inhaler my day sucks alot can o.o!
ss test and i was falling asleep like siao can!
sch ended wx went to hillgrove sec,xy&s serving their suspension.
me,zoe jianming,and ihui derrick walked to gp bought bubble teas,and off to gan ma hus for zoe&ihui haircut:DD!
reached and kana disiao by thm{roll eye},,
keep say i duajiat!knn loDD:!
i got to burn down my fatssss,thy look so digusting manx!
aww.
aftermath i went striaght hme as both my parents keep spam my phone{roll eye}.
just step out of the sch gate and i've to busy attending to calls.
if i'm not caught smoking or rather if i've not picked up the habit of smoking,i wouldn't had been grounded till so jialat liao la):!
after sch have to head hme,i don't want to lead this kind of life.
i'm going bonker anytime soon yo.
i want my chendol(thai express)&cuppy nooddles la{grins}!

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in my hour of weakness,

. Wednesday, April 22, 2009


after weeks of break down,my com finally came bck to live yo:DD
laughs,troubles are messing with us again!
fri(awards day),caught smoking.
if to put into another word,it nt caught la hor,is tht don't know which shooter sent msges to tchers' and shoot our names out tht we smoked somemore.
kiddish isn't it?
get a life man:?
you think tht you're cute by being a shooter?don't make me laugh my ass off la hor.
i'm lack of sleep yo,not even 7hrs of beauty sleep over the weekends:(!
caught 17again with SHJZ-DJ,
nicee(:rate it at 5/5.
quite touching aand i almost tear:(!
chance upon he but idk if its my imagination not,up the escalator and he just opposite the escalator i'm on ya.
i din't take a second glance at he as i knew i would find tears rolling down my cheecks if i were to turn around and look at he:(
slept at 4+mn on sat thn woke up at 8 to prepare myself and off to meet S.
slacked with SACHJZ-DJ all the way till late evening thn off to find da-jie at her work place(:
home sweet home aftermath.
sch for mt&eng paper1 tday.
bored,is all tht i can describe for my day tday!
after mt paper we went out for break,
had food to fill up our stomach.
aftermath,bck to sch and chiam start all his nonesones again and make us lte for our eng paper!
can you see how much ass is he{roll eye}!
ohya,otw bck to sch i saw someone tht whom totally looked alike from he can!
thn my mind suddenly went blank and my heart sank:(!
i really missed you though.
after our papers,zoe mother came and fetch her hme and the same goes to me too.
just tht its not my mother whom came down,but my father.
as due to the fri case{roll eye}!
reached hme my mood seems to be very bad and had a small tiff with mother:(!
i cried and spilled out all my unhappiness to her.
she tried to sort things out properly and told me alot of things.
i'm really sick&tired of my life yo!
stayed hme all day as i can't go out(sch instruc)mother said.
i'm craving for chendol(thai express),mini choco and cuppy noodles!
anyone care to get them for me?i'll sure i luv you to the max,i know you know!
laughs^^,,

it may seems not important for you for me to ask,but i still wants to ask for the reason!
as you know i'm stuborn and i couldn't bare to let you go.you should know why!stop asking me to stop asking you when you don't even bother to tell me the reasons.stop making up excuses when you know i hate excuses.




in my hour of weakness,

. Saturday, April 4, 2009

Readers?
hahax((:
prolly should let this blog rot&dead yo!
lazy to update plus my hus com is down)):
now at zoe hus making my blog live again:DD!
i miss you bi-luv)):
260309 the date tht i've mark hard in my mind and never forget it eh.
i love you la bi-luv:DD!
i'll do everything for you just to let you smile and stay by my side forever:dd
maybe i'm not a good girlf to you but i'll try my best aite((:
hopefully we'll last through.
this few days negative things are all coming into me and i'm down ,
case in sch again,relationship problems and friendships problem!
don't know wht to do next eh.
heard tht jam kana caught and blabla..
hopefully nth will happen to him hur((:
met up with sisters tday for pool-session:DD
enjoyed myself alot yo!
saw those boliao people again,they're stupid yo!
not happy jiu come la,don't stare for nth la hor!
kiddish eh!
$@#&^@%&^%
stop here ba,hotel 626 and singing with sisters ba:dd!

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