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. Saturday, May 30, 2009
 finally we've bought our twinny top:DD! woke up at ard 11,by ihui msges. only get my butt out of my hus whn the clock struck at 4? bus over to jp,met sisters at artbox. went in&out of gadgets shop! hahas,like one bunch of suaku's{laughs} went up to elephant@basement. bought our twinny tanktops and spin round jp. thinking if shld me do our medi&pedi not:/! aftermath headed to gp with sluvergir. am going down for sintua things,cme bck l8r to edit. bck to continue with my posto.o i've scratched jm&derrick until like ohmygod! sluvergirl said wht,thy go market thn catfight with aunties-.-,say me aunty ley. kns one loh. pckt food hme for sluvergirl daddy and we headed seperate ways:(! she headed to gp to meet alice thn to je interchange to meet yongen jie.while i headed hmeD: the bus took a freaking long time one ley{rolleye}. reached hme and had my dinner,only had 2mouth of rice?no appetite at all. on com and chitted on phone. am stressing for tml shushu dinner,shld i go with leggings or jeans? sure sien one,prepaid low somemore ley.nobody to entertain me one.tskk stupid i-zad gay faster call and entertain me this bo life people ley,want die liao luh. byeluhbyeluh. tht ah.T say my post slong until she lazy come read,so bad one ley.gonna kill her manxx{laughs}!
in my hour of weakness,
. Friday, May 29, 2009 love is just a game afterall.  everything is gonna be alright girl(: was almost late for sch tday,cos sluvergirl overslept.power! thanks to Derrick daddy,he gave us a ride to sch^^ went sch tday.OCU=KNS one loh. get myself dirty-ed & scratching all over my body)#! after OCU went down to hall for dismissal,LO sibei laolan siak stay us bck until 1. bo life de loh-.- after sch headed to jp,otw to busstop.chance upon i-zad gay** chitted awhile and left for jp with sluvergirl(: spin round and she went off at 3+ while i went up rush to find dajie. chance upon weihan&lance too(:! tapped weihan shoulder gave him a fright?{laughs} mccafe for tday too:DD! dajie ended work at 5 and cab back to namdai st91 another outlet while i went hme. on com,msn-ed while and rushed myself to bath and ran to 8head. as something happened luh,rushed myself down like hell ehsaibo? blablabla,saw tht guy tht appeared in my dream{only sluvergirl know}o.o stunt tio can bo!thn bo chap xiao luh,just walk off. he sshuai one hor,am not lying:@! found something,shall not say its our sisters secret:x went up zoeluvs hus,slacked awhile and headed over to gp. 7eleven,accompanied sluvergirl over to coffee shop find her daddy as she's bringing her sis over to her daddy. chance upon ah hao,chitted and left. cab bck to namdai st91 waited for dajie and hmesweethme. upon hearing the news tht you've broke to me,my heart totally breaks into pieces. i'm left with no comment,i hate this live am leading now,and no matter wht i'm gonna be strong. nobody ever knows wht i'm thinking bout.i really can't imagine whn someone is so precious to me one by one leaving me tht feeling is unbearable,and i hate those feelings. how i wish i'm not out into his world. i may seems to be strong,but i ain't not. i'm gonna break down any moment,i can't tke it anymore.
in my hour of weakness,
. Thursday, May 28, 2009 gave sch a miss tday(: slept until 10+ wake up,wash up&tv-ed. prepared myself at round 12+,fell asleep on the sofa and waken up by sluvergirl call. rushed myself and cab down to jp and met-up with sluvergirl at rush(: went job-haunting but instead of job-haunting we went for a walk rond jp:DD! hehe^^ went to search for our tops for ecp outing,chance upon eric. zoe called not long,shejianming tgt with ihuiderrick came up to look for us.after passing sluvergirl her file we went seperate ways. went down mccafe to get my dulex chocolate frappe&sluvergirl white chocolate frappe.dajie treats:DD! saw wht i don't wish to see at all. went bck rush to look for dajie,waited for her to end work at jp(rush)and cab bck to namdai st91 dajie went to work sluvergirl walk hme,and so i headed hme too:)! hmesweethme and lie flat on the sofa,stired one. am going bck to sch for tml ssian:(! but OCP=fun:DD! june hoils is just a few days away. i need money to survive! going to highlight my hair for june holis{winks}! i dreamt of a dream last night and its so funny and weird-.- tata readers,off for my tv^^ in my hour of weakness,
. Wednesday, May 27, 2009  no sch as usual(: woke up ard 9+ by my sis{rolleye}! wash up and headed over to 9head to pckt food for momma. tv-edsms-ed and preapred myself at 12+. bus over to jp,met-up with my sluver girl:DD! missed her smuch de. spin round jp to see if thr's any job vacancy,m)phosis&moshi{sp}. leave down with our contact numbers,am waiting for their call:(! faster call ley. hmesweethme at ard 3 as i'm going over to bl with momma&aunty mummy for massage. uncle simon fetch us over to bl the massage place. i screamed&cried like one ftard can bo-.- for tht past 45min am shoutingscreaming&crying like hell! pain like ass can,but its worth it luh. going bck nxt wed for massage agn,bobian luh must go. everything anded at ard 5+{?}. uncle simon fetch us bck 9head,bought kfc for bro&porridge for myself:(! reached hme,eat and on com going bath soon:D! maybe meeting sluver girl l8r?hahas^^ imissedngwenxinalotonehor! tata#)!
in my hour of weakness,
. Tuesday, May 26, 2009  went to sch for tday,gotten bck some paper. quite disappointed in my result luh. F&N need another 2.5marks loh{rolleye}! mt still ok luh,phy is like omg!i did study ok,but my result all come out is like cmi one leh:( din't get bck math result as our new tcher shared some stories with us.he was an ex officer,so blablabla...his story not bad uh^^ engpaper hor,knn leh flung until quite jialat siak{rolleye} jitao almost cry leh#( thr'll be a class bbq at east coast this coming 4th june. time is not comfirmed yet:)! after sch headed over to shengshiong with wxluvs,xyluvs&sx. went ard the market and tke down the price of wht we wanted to buy. ihuiluvs with her hubhub came and look for us. after everything cab bck to xyluvs place,ihuiluvs treat while wxluvs bus hme. ihui with hubhub & me & sx went 7eleven to get cup noodles^^ while xyluvs went bck hme to cook us hotdogs,hehe. saw yuliang(: shouted out his name and he walk over to look for us. not long jm came,thn slacked dao 5+,hmesweethme(:(: jm&d knn bully me like one retard chase after tht jm can. nb leh,call me b_____{rolleye}! bought my pockey and walk hme with sx. kept laughing non-stop one leh,all thanks to sx luh,keep make me laugh. hahas:DD! hme-ed and on com. momma gave me permission to give sch a miss tml(:! whoosss... looking up for xyluvs tml after her lesson,going jp to bio dapor. cheyh!going to look for job luh(: byeluhbyeluh,i want go bath and get my beauty sleep liao** now i really know who this spammer is liao,i just don't want to name it out. don't you feel guilty at all?is like oh hello!how thick skin can you be,and how long can you hide it from?its like so obvious can bo.tskk. not happy just come and speak up infront of me no need hide bhind the screen so tht i won't know is you de luh hor-.-! wonder how did i manage to make frenx with a sotpluck spammer. you have to remember hard down on how you've hurt me,i'm sure you're gonna get bck twice harsher punishment thn all tht you did to me de luh hor.
in my hour of weakness,
. Monday, May 25, 2009  in my hour of weakness,
. no more suffering for it.  gave sch a miss tday,as i'm too lazy to get myself off the bed for sch. woke up ard 11+,breakfast and prepared myself. bus to jp met-up wxluvs at dajie workplace. chatted awhile and we left to spin round jp to get my dinner dress and wxluvs things(: kfc for snakers(L after much thinking,decided to get my dress at puremilk. not bad luh,quite up to the one i want de. chance upon pamela{sp?}&sheena. walk over and hug thm,i missed thm alot de loh):! momma gave me money to buy the necklace tht i missed so much at 77th street.. shappy de hor. hehes^^thankyou momma! anyway heard from wxluvs tht my result quite gud luh,except for math. i did badly for my math agn luh,not surprising at all): i already gave in my best shot,but i still did badly for it,wadever luh! after everything went up to dajie workplace chatted with a few shop owner thr. the conv afterall is so much funny can,i keep laugh one. thy are quite frenxly luh^^ chatted until 5pm dajie end work and left to get my dress,momma payed for it too:DD! i want tht high heel from my dajie workplace,and it cost quite alot 30$? not worth luh,as i'm only wearing it for dinner. i'm still making up my mind,anyone wants to get it for me?{laughs} took taxi hme,dajie dropped wxluvs down at cck&we headed bck to namdai st91 to get things. went over to dajie workplace crapped awhile bfore heading hme:DD! make me laugh my ass off luh.hehaho#) hmesweethme aftermath. i think i should let go of everything of us.really thr's no point looking bck at it anymore. thr's no more hopes for us to be bck tgt anymore.i'm really afarid of every steps i take,one wrong step i take i will suffer.you're not the one whom suffers you won't understands how it hurts. since you have choosen others,i'll let you go.no point looking bck/keeping it bck,it only brings me more hurt.
in my hour of weakness,
. Sunday, May 24, 2009  bck from jp with bangbang babe&both ahteo's(: chance upon ezadblackie&derrickheeDD: ran over to hug ezadblackie,he tio shock can bo.hahas:DD! walk ard jp deciding wht to buy for the june birthday girl. decided to get her a ______,its a secret^^ spin round jp,camwhore in the toilet and hmesweethme. din't spent any money tday,as i'm saving up for bagss:(! saw this necklace at 77th street damn chio but no money luh. rahhh:@ i need money, oh i need money! i'm going sotpluck liao,whoos. it hurts me alot when you treats me so cold,but you din't know tht i'm sad. can we get bck to the past whn we chatted on phone so happily and msg-ing each other happily? i don't want you to be mine forever anymore,we'll stay as bestfrenx will do.can we? i really need you by my side. whn i saw you online i'm happy but the way you treat me is just so cold tht i rather pick a tiff with you rather thn chatting with you through msn-ing.it hurts alot whn we had a tiff,but wht can i do? i have to be strong afterall,telling myself not to cry and not to think of him. "love is just like water,once you splash it out meansyou will never get back the love you ever went through bfore.you can't get it easily but you can lose it just in an blink of an eye. memories and trust needs a long time to build up,but just in a night,eveything can be destroyed. guys will always be the one who can get over bout it over a few days,but not we girls.we girls need a month or a year time to cleanse it clean from our mind." girls alway suffers more thn guys but not guys. this world is just being so unfair to us girls,why should we always be the one to be seen suffered? after wht i've went through all this months i've grown up in r/s things.i'm a strong girl afterall:) i'am waiting for RUSHANKS sms,meeting him for shitchat sessions:DD! i'm off to my beauty sleep(: tata readers.
in my hour of weakness,
. Saturday, May 23, 2009 tears still appears though i'am letting go.  Rusheng&xyluvs msges woke me up:(! took a glance at the clock,2+. its like finally i slept for so long can! hahas,i don't cried myself to sleep last night surprisingly i blogpost dao super sleepy. ko on bedDD:!hahas only had dinner for tday,din't had my breakfast and lunch:)! com as usual to kill time. planning for june holis outing with cousins. go whr leh?can't go shopping for too much as i need to save up money for my bagss:(! i really need a job anyone has/have a job to intro? tsktsk.. momma just told me tht tml is time to go see doc tml:(! i don't want see doc leh,sibei scary can! anyone cares to go with me? after see-ing doc,going fang hus with bangbang babe:)! hehe^^ msn-ing with my so called 'boyfrenx' just now,make me laugh like omgomg! used those winks and makes me go guliguli gaga. teehee^^ he super gud de ok! lollol-.- and am now waiting for him to reply-.- he stupid one can,so long to reply.hahas yaoxiu de luh. si long to reply one msg. hahas:DD! ok wadever,i'm with my rubbish agn. i'm being a gudgirl tday,stay hme the whole day okay:)! i'm feeling so sleepy luh,you faster online luh. ireallymissedyoualot,thoughyoudidsomuchthingstomakemehurt. istillloveyoualotde,iknowyouknow!fasteronlineiwannachatwithyouagnthoughyoumakemeangryandimakeyouanngryalso. i doubt you'll read this post but i really love you alot:(! people needs times to heal their pain so neither do i need. past are past i have to let go of it,i just need times. i'am a strong girl afterall hor:DD! i know god will protects me,whenever i'm sad. blablabla. bye readers:)! i'm off to entertain my so called 'boyfrenx'!hahas^^
in my hour of weakness,
.  rot myself away at kx hus tday. waken up by kx call,prepared and waited for her to come over my hus. cup noodles for breakfast,on com to kill time. 12+ went over to meet-up with xylus(: accompanied her to have her lunch at kfc. aftermath,walk over to pionieer mrt but ended up taking taxi over as we almost lost our way,& due to the wheather. its burning hot de can! reached pionieer control metup with onliner and walk over to 9head. the wheather just screw my day. cos of tht onliner bobian have to walk over-.-! matup with kx&co. at 9head cc as thy are playing badminton. it since so long tht i've touch badminton can,few years bck loh. xyluvs joined us too,fun de okay! not long xyluvs headed for hme,and left the rest of us thr. sweat like nobody buiness-.-! went bck to kx hus,rot my time away. dine-out with kx&ahlong daddy(: zi char for dinner,ahlong daddy treats{a millions of ty}. aftermath bck to kx hus,went off round 0930. look up for dajie and helped her out in her closing,and hmesweethme. duriansss,i love duriansss can bo^^ BangBangluvs:)! whoos.. you really makes me see no loves in you anymore,and i'am enough from those sleepless night and crying myself to sleep. i'm, giving up eveything right here.thr's no way for looking at the past anymore,it's gonna brings me more hurts&sleepless night. i fcuking need sleeping pills! spammer just watch out and don't make me go bonker. i'll trace you down and bring you down the stage luh hor. mai knn diedie want dirty my tagboard like one dog hiding bhind the screen can. you're just making yourself look like an humji dumb ass idiot eh sai bo! i wonder how long can you stay here in my tagboard and xiasuey yourself manx. maybe your parents really never teach you wht is manners tht's why you're so rude,and no life one luh uh. you just freaking somehow look likes a clown tht let me make fun of can bo{roll eye}! doggy stop going round and spam people blogs luh,i know you sibei lonely thts why need our attention luh hor.create your pwm blog and get your attention to be sick at luh.don't need go people blogs with fake ip code to spam people just for the sick to get attention nia loh.tskk,no life one luh dey! i'm finally going bck to my lala land(: byhedexas:c!
in my hour of weakness,
. Friday, May 22, 2009 SPAMMER CAN"T YOU READ MY POST OR YOU COCKED EYE? I'VE SAID THIS IS MY BLOG AND I OBVIOUSLY DO HAVE THE RIGHT TO STOP YOU! DON"T BE A FUCKTAD OKAY-.-! WANT PLAY COME DOWN AND TOK MAI HUM LIKE ONE DIGGYS! DON'T BE AN AS IN MY BLOG I KNOW YOU'VE GOT NO FRIENDS AND YOU'RE A LONER,NO KUEIS AND DUCKS WANT YOU SO YOU WANTS ME TO WANT YOU AND COME INTO MY BLOG TO SPAM COS YOU WANT SEEK ATTENTION.tskk, I KNOW YOU JEALOUS THT I OWNED AN BETTER FIGURE THN YOU THTS WHY WANT MAKE ME GO JIAN FEI. I FATTY OR WHT GOT HUAN TIO YOU SIBO? OR COS YOU TOO FAT LIAO THN WANT ME GO CRAZY AND BOOM UP LIKE A BALLON LIKE YOU{laughs}! MAI THROW YOR FACE HERE LUH,YOU WOON"T WINN ME DE LEH. HUMJI GAO,GO ASK YOUR PARENTS GET YOU ANOTHER DOG TO BARK WITH LUH. OR YOUR PARENTS BO TEACH YOU SIBO!WANT ME TEACH YOU SIBO!KNN GET A LIFE LUH! MAI XIASUEY HERE INSIDE MY BLOG WANT COME DOWN TOK LUH HOR. i'll be bck at night to see wht you're up to! in my hour of weakness,
. Thursday, May 21, 2009   For tht pea brain spammer{laughs}! bck hme from kx place. ain't in a good mood so beta don't provoke me if not you'll be mad. i want to save money can!can't imagine i've spent quite a sum of money on blogshopping{die}! no more spending money on no-use things&i have to get myself a job to settle down with. money faster roll in/fall down from the sky for me can{laughs}. waiting for kx to come over my place to save me out from my bad mood. da jie treating me bubble tea agn so ps uh,have to let her buy me things tht i want. i need a job can! was thinking of stories to entertain tht 2 poor zhabor of mine(:! i missed wx,xy,zb&ih alot and i hate pubors alot too! really don't know why B*tchies luvs to copyright so much siak,even getting on date also want same day one,blog link also want same de. buay paiseh sibo,no sense of originality is wht i can say. why not get someone to share with you your boyf siak-.-! why not spamming my blog&xy blog anymore? xiasuey&paiseh liao luh hor. say liao mai mess with me i prove you wrong one leh,mai siaosiao leh. my insonmia is getting from bad to worst not more thn 10hours of sleep for the whole of 4days. power bo?! lollol. i need sleeping pills yo. i really missed you alot,i don't know why. every songs i've listened brings me bck to the past of us. i know its hard to let go but i still have to let go one day,so why not letting go now? son't be a fool to wait over him,i'am telling myself tht he's not suitable for me and i will get a much more beta guy thn him. i can see no trust in you anymore. can you imagine how hurt it is whenever we talk over the phone and we quarelled like no tml's? i doubt so,i'm the one whom suffers most afterall. and you're enjoying yourself out thr:c! maybe its really the time to let go,and i'am so gonna be strong w/o you. in my hour of weakness,
. F&Npapaer for tday,quite tough though i've learnt): fat geek ass pea brian spammer get a life. no one invites you with a red carpet to come into my blog and make a fuss. i'm waiting for you to get your ass down namdai st 92,to trash things out yo! mai thick skin and come into my blog with no ivitation to you and come in spam,just get lost luh dey. tskk,so don't want your face de can,step on the floor{pui}! can you see tht how many bro&sis in my tagboard to roll your ass off my blog? or agn you really flung your englishpapers?-.- no life one,hum tio mai ka jiao wei luh hor,go find your momma and cry to and let me tell you no one is gonna pity you from crying cos you deserve it! i cursed you this who ever spammer it is bhind the screen,cross the road kana bang down by car.make sure karma comes into your life and haunt you down manx! and i tell you i'am going to laugh my ass off when my cursed really do come true. wadever luh.. after paper,wx headed hme zoeluvs went to find her baby while me&xinyiluvs headed to jp(: breakfast at mac,shop round jp and headed over to jm hus to meetup the clique(:! now at kx hus,come bck l8r and edit. in my hour of weakness,
. Wednesday, May 20, 2009 spmmar tio si spammer! simple english thy don't understand,maybe this spammer really flung the english paper till sibei jialat de leh. who wants to care bout you spamming people blogs?i just care tht you spam my blog&my sister blog luh hor. ask you come down to namdai st 92 to trash things out and you hide like one hum dong don't want come down or you don't know whr namdai st 92? if you really don't know thn tke taxi down luh,bo money thn get a life-.-! i want see how thick skin you can be up to. you want to play with me,i've said i'm on but i'm afarid tht you don't even have the balls to come down and trash things out manx{laughs}! i can stop you cos this is my blog and i have the right and you these f.tard stupid spammer just got no right to make up decision in my blog!understand?i doubt so,cos your englishpaper is flung dao sibei jialat one leh. for wht ask bangla come bang us,when we don't even need one? i think you're the one who despoly needs one kuei or duck to bang with but too bad,even if you go geylang kio kuei or loyang kio duck thy also don't want you luh,no matter how much you throw infront of thier face{laughs}! maybe even you fly all over from SG to THAI to kio duck also no duck wants luh. don't xiasuey yourself in my blog&my sister blogs luh hor,cos you're up to whr to mess with us de luh hor. get a life manx,stupid ass pit brainless spammers-.-! agn reply on my tagboard somemore i want to see how thick skin you can be up to. if you don't even understand simple english thn how can you get into poly sia,you must be a drop out kids luh hor,thts why you own an kiddish thinking. big enough for you to see liao bo? maybe your eye really tio birdshits tht why cannot see sibo! lollol-.- people out thr wht?state it out manx,don't hum like one diggy can bo-.-! in my hour of weakness,
. SPAMMERS!GET A LIFE MAN! i'am wondering tht if some kind of stupid spammers like you will state down your name until so satki luh hor.sure si bomb out any name de leh,tot i stupid? want satki come out tok luh hor,knn bo life want-.-! shirleychye it must be your ideas luh hor,want thn come out tok don't need hide bhind the screen and hum one leh. want tok things out come down namdai st 92 tok luh hor,i ain't your dog so wht for i go down ngee ann poly to look for you this kind of bo life spammers.tsktsk! poly aizai uh{pui}luh hor! i fat you sure bo?i think you ain't skinny until anywhere eh. i fat you huan lo,don't know who's the lamer who goes round people blog and spam luh dey! i'm Lbu not limbu! now i know your momma have got no taste and name you as limpei my as well name you as dog{laughs}! should have name you spammer mah,so tht you go round and people knows tht you're a spammers-.-! and i want slim down not is none of your fucking problem,hjow sure are you to know tht i'am fat? you must have a link with shirleychye one luh hor,eye tio birdshit bodo! ohyeah,want say i'm cute jiu say luh.don't have to lie to yourself tht i'm acting cute leh. i don't blongs to the tong tires company i blongs to the lim family! how stupid and retard can a spammers like you be up to? ROYSTON?i think dog this name are more suitable for you luh hor{laughs}! want bring this matter bigger,i'm always on.. and don't you fucking understand simple english like "if you don't like my blog click here and there you go?" still dare say you ownself ngee ann poly students,don't throw ngee ann poly face luh hor-.-! tsktsk. i writen down on the very start of my blog,judge me and i prove you wrong.i lead the life my life,the way i want it to be.i need no one to tell me wht is right or wrong.because i know wht i want and i get it right. agn,how can a spammers like you get to mess ard with me. pri sch students also understand wht i've write luh hor,get lost luh spammer no life one leh-.-! if you got problem just ask shirleychye for my number luh call me and name out wht you want don't hide bhind the screen like a dog and goes round people blog and bark like some kinda of no life doggy!stupid ass spammer get a life,and don't make yourself like a clown-.-! edit/ looknig bck at wht the spammer tag on my tagboard to ask me go slim down,maybe tht spammer likes me so want ask me go slim down. want play thn lets play i'am so gonna entertain you this kinda of useless brain pit spammer yo-.- faster come down namdai st 92 i want see how slim are you and how ugly are you. so bu yao lian can say i'm fat scarly turns out tht this spammer own a much more bigger size thn me. and maybe this nameless creatures dosen't know the meaning of fat,if my this kinda of size call fat thn i don't know wht those people whom are much more bigger size thn me de call liao loh{laughs}! you must have fail your english until sebei jialat one leh. need a tutor to teach you englsih bo,i can be one if only you go down your knee and beg and let me kapui{disgusting}at. hahas:DD! maybe even if you go down on your knee to beg me to be your tutor i also won't want loh. english fail dao so jialat can still go poly,dagong luh hor. scarly you turn out to be a drop out kids with no future de sia{laughs}! don't make me laugh and go upside down yo:c! you're so much more no different from a copycat. copyrighted almost my everything,no sense of originality manx! pity you hur,need me teach you how to be unique sibo. in my hour of weakness,
. i'am so gonna knock you down!  can't get to sleep agn):! yaoxiu uh,nobody to entertain me! and i'am meeting Cbu&Nbu tml at our usual time though thr's no sch. maybe i'm meeting thm at a later time? meeting wx&sx tml too! but it' be at 1000(: whooss faster blow me off to my lala land i want go on date with my zhou gong luh^^ i'm thinking of another new story for Nbu tml,bet she laugh dao upside down:DD penlikeskangaroo inner jokes! i'am laughing secretly whn i'm typing tht out. hahas*)! i'm going mad over blogshoppings yo.so many things i want de loh{scream} went to da jie work place just now,help her with her closing and hmesweethme. da jie bought me the white choc kinder bueno and i luved her to the max(:! hme-ed and continied blogshopping. Nbu told me bout her tagboard stuffs,rather stupid can! don't know why some nameless creatures out of da hell worlds wanna know why did shirley leaves the clique.want ask,ask shirley luh,why come into Nbu blog w/o stating down your big name and start asking. tsktsk. this is not the first time thts nameless creatures went round to ask bout shirley things the first time was in zoe blog and it so happen for me to chance upon it hur!really leh,why wanna be an nameless creatures going round asking for other things.don't you find it rather kiddish{rolleye}! i'am really sick of seeing you por-ing guys can.ownself into a r/s liao still behaves like tht,pity you eh.maybe you never really knows whts the meaning of love. i find tht i'm getting mre&mre sacarstics during each post.can't be blame luh hut,if i ain't gonna be harsh people might thinks tht i'm gud to bully! but sad to say,i ain't tht type of girl with gr8gud limintation of tolerating nonesones and bullies. so i'm not tht kind of girl to be mess up with.if you're gonna catch up with me with your nonesones and bullshit don't blame me for it. insonmia are really scary luh dey! can someone wth kind hearted blow me to my lala land{laughs}:/ einintangrnbvreh. being so randomly,byexeds:C! in my hour of weakness,
. Tuesday, May 19, 2009  chemistrypaper sucks like one hardcore! left almost all the ques in sec B&C blank,sure pass with flying colours-.- headed hme after paper,walk to gp bus stop with sx and bus hme. i'am suffring from insonmia{sp}!din't catch a wink for 2whloe night! power eh,almost fall asleep in between paper.but luckily i din't,cos i've been telling myself to be f.ing awake until i'm hme. but whn i reached hme i just can't get into my lala land.yaoxiu uh! so sitting down infront of the com to do blogshopping(:! no paper for tml=no sch for tml too{claphand}(: i'm planning to have ljs breakfast agn with sx&wx tml. ^^ i shall stop here and try to get into my lala land uh,my dark circles are bck in action:(! /edit. finally i get into my lala land but sadly to say its not more than 1/2hour:(! i really need some sleeping pills so tht i can ko myself on bed yo. wake up with a giddy spell,feeling so sucky and unwell~.~ when can i ever get bck to my lala land and a proper sleep? its really gonna make me go bonker soon. i'am hungry and nobody is hme to get me food:(! i haven't had anything at all from morning till now except for pckts of biscuits to keep me acc.DD: i'am so not feeling well and going to kill myself soon. i'm planning for the june holis,and its gonna be fun yay! pool session-backthier&co&ACHJZ-DJ&S(diff date) towning-Nxinyi,Nwenxin&ACHJZ-DJ(diff date) malaysia trip-aili sister(: sentosa-ACHJZ-DJ wildwildwet-ACHJ:DD! class chalet&class movie screening! Left4Dead-kor&co. june holis i'am coming:DD! hehaho^^ gonna get myself happy during the holis:D!
in my hour of weakness,
. Monday, May 18, 2009 Hands up.  physicpaper for tday,still can manage it. just hope tht i won't flung it upside downD:! xy&wx went off to gp mac to get mac breakfast for me&z. while me&z acc ih until 1030 as she's sitting for her poapapaer. crap alot and saw my boyfrenx:D! like so long bo talk to him liao,thn crap with him to catch up with him. disiao me like ass like this ,_l_ for you luh{laughs}! 10+ thn walk over to gp mac with d&z to find xy&wx(: enjoyed myself alot tday with my sisters' ya. cambwhore inside the toilet. kana say by a cleaner and i scolded tht cleaner for being rude! its like "hello!this is your job okaye,whts the prob with us staying inside the toilets for cambwhoring luh dey!" pissed me off,this cleaner attitude totally sucks to the max de hor. aftermath headed bck to sch and waited for ih&jm to finish their paper. bck to gp agn bought bubbletea and headed home,wx came my hus too(: actually wanted to pei my dajie for suana de,but ended up stay home with wx. wx went off ard 4+ if i'm not wrong,as her papa came over and fetch her hme^^ i'am really ain't in the mood for everything. din't had a wink at all last night,power sibo! luckily tht i din't fall asleep during the paper,if not sure die loh. i can't afford to not do well agn for my MYE! i really need to mughard for my studies and no fooling ard le,promote to sec4. i really don't wish to let you go,but during all this days i've been thinking through wht's the point of holding you bck when you don't even treasure me. i'am here putting in alot of afford/sacrifices to make you happy,but wht i get bck was hurtful words tht came out of your mouth.i'm really sick&tired to cling onto our past anymore,i really wants to put a full stop to everything here and let it all go. i treasured you once so much but wht you did was to hurt me.how much/many chances i'have given you(go count and think yourself). have you ever treasured those chances i've given you?i doubt so. wht my sisters&girls told me was right,i think i should finally stamp down the decision i've made tday inside my heart and let go the story of ours.thr's no meaning for me holding it bck anymore. the more i wanted to save it bck,the more hurting i caused to myself. so wht for holding onto it whn so much/many chances were given to you but you din't used it properly and neglected it? just don't come bck to me one day and say you love me and rubbish cos i ain't gonna give you anymore chances. i know my heart will be melt by wht you siad,but thts in the past not now! i've changed alot from the past to tday,i know i musn't be so soft hearted to you this kind of asswhole. you did all those hurtful things to me,so don't blame me for being so evil&cold towards you. i'm not gonna let you look down by me. i must learn to let go of thepast thepast thepast,but not clinging onto it. B*tch this is for you! don't act pathathic infront of others kuh hor,nobody even likes you as a frenx,you can go round asking cos i ain't lie-ing. people all came up to me and said things bout you,and alot more. wht for being so thick face and go round acting like a pathathic B*tch?want act go mediacorp luh,better leh.can earn money also{laughs}. don't have to act for no money de mah. tsktsk, get a life man! don't be a copyrighted ,no sense of unique uh hur. i'am wondering why are you so thick skin and throwing away your face on the floor for people to step? gossip bhind people bck and try to act a innocent of you infront of the person you've always gossiped bout whn you have no frenx{rolleye}! you luv breaking up couples and why not letting others couples to break up your r/s. so sick of your action manx. stay tune for photos(:! in my hour of weakness,
. Sunday, May 17, 2009 cry a stream of river.  i'm bck agn to post,lol. i don't get a wink at all last night just sitting infront of the com and do nth. as i said i ain't in the mood to sleep,only until tday morning 6+ i get into my lala land. i cried myself to sleep,i totally feeling so lowlowlow. and woke up ard 12. power sibo! i want to sleep but i can't and i don't know for wht f.tard reason. wth is going on with me! exam are still going on and i'm behaving in this way,am i stupid or wht. okaye wadever,i'am gonna stop all this i can't take it anymore longer! i'm waiting for preciuosluvs to come over my hus:) preciousluvs said tht she don't know how to come my hus. i'am going down to jp to fetch her*)! she's really my preciousluvs can,she makes me smile no matter wht. AND,i really luv her damn much de! i shall go prepare and wait for momma to come hmeso tht i can get my ass out of this hus asap. ciaosss. edit. no matter how many streams of river i cried,its still gonna be the same. so wht for cired over spilled milk? maybe i'm stupid like an ass. can't i really have you bck,can't i be the one whom make you change your mind,can't i be the one being loved by you,can't i can't be the one to you tht shares all those happy and sad moments with,can't i be your only one deep dpwn inside yuor heart,can't i be the one by your side?can't i. i'am really feeling so lowlowlow&badbadbad now,i need a shoulder to cry on. i want to carry on my life w/o you,but i just can't. i only can blame myself for all this and i shall resign to fate. how much tears i've shed for you,but you still chose to leave me. its like i cried for you almost everyday can. its useless.wadever i do is all useless. cos i know you won't be bck by my side and you'll be happily enjoying yourself outside w/o me. for this very first time i've been hurt so badly tht i've think of ending my life all here. so many times tht i wanted to call you up and chat with you,but i don't cos i'm lack of courage and i know tht tears will roll down from my cheecks and i don't wana to let you see wht a failure am i. wxluvs just left my hus,studied for physic and ended up studied a little on chem too. chatted awhile and she left for hme. daddy came hme passed me my dinner money not happily! com to watch confession of shopaholic,s.nice luh! momma come bck and started kpkb shouted at me and wadever! knnbpcb,i not for you to vent anger with de luh hor,i tolerate you for time×. tried to make you pleased so i stayed-home and din't went out but you still do all those nonesone to me. huan tio you sibo,pcb! not happy with me say luh,i can jolly well moved my ass out of this family luh hor,i waited v.long liao luh hor. just f.ing open your mouth and say "get out!" and i'll happily move out of this hus for you to see luh,not tht i can't live w/o you people in this family! venting anger on me for no any f.ingcb reason. i really had enough with you people in this family for days liao leh,wht i did your also not happy want your want luh,just say. nbccb!i'am here trying to kick off all my bad habits and you paople thr just make me walk bck my past route. wht you want!wht your want! i won't f.ing appreciate you people in this family if you people don't even appreciates me. asswhole,get a life man. you people want see me pick up my bad habits just say don't need do all those f'ing things to make me take bck my bad habits de hor. just can't stand it anymore and i'll get my ass out of this family sooner or l8r. afterall i ain't important to thm,so wht for living under the same roof with thm. Labels: lowlowlow. in my hour of weakness,
. Looking away from you,just not to be in love with you agn.  i really don't know wht i want now at this moment. i'am lost,lost inside a deep deep forest. nobody ever knows wht's inside my heart and how sad i am. thou i may be seen laughing and smiling,it dosen't means tht i'm happy. maybe i'm happy but its all just for the few second,and after a few min i'm bcked to the old me. small things around me remind me bck to the past be it a good or bad moment but those moments tht we've once shared are kept inside deep down my heart and never to be bygone away.it's those memories tht i shall keep it tightly and vividly and never to let go or be bygoned. i know by doing all this i'am gonna cause more hurt to myself. you may say tht i'm naive and stupid. but isn't love to be in this way? during all this time i've been telling myself to let go of you and start afresh but every tiny bit of things around me reminds of you. and if things is going to be going this way,how am i going to let you go and be erased off my mind? i'am just torturing myself all this while. crying myself to sleep,thinking hard of every single way to see if you're doing fine looking at those photos of yours etc. i really missed&luved you alotalotalot,but you're always doing things to hurt against me so hard tht i sometimes really have had no ideas of why for wht reaons to carry on living in this world tht causes me so much hurts and tears. i bet you still know tht i luv you,but i doubt you now know tht i luv you more thn the past. have you ever loved me bfore was the ques i always asked myself,i don't even dare to think of asking you as i'am afarid for wht you tell me is going to be a piece of white lie. i really wants to get myself drunk so tht so to forget everythings bout us in the past. but it's just for tht v.moment when i'am drunk and after i'am awake everythings bout us is still gonna be within me. it 3.02am right now. surprise to see me blogging at this time? i'm meeting kx for breakfast tml and i'am still awake! i just can't get to sleep,thou i'am tired. i'm really not in the right mood to sleep now,pissed&sad. how can i sleep when i'm pissed&sad,anyone care to tell me? i need someone to entertain me so tht i can go high and go guliguli gaga thn off to my lala land. but i doubt anyone would be so free/bother to entertain me. my mind is full of youyouyou! how can i sleep!i'amgoing mad really mad! you still choose her afterall. thou you know you know wht you're doing is not going to come true,but you still wants to go on with whts in your mind. how i wish tht you'll be mine and only and i know its impossible. but i still wish for tht. if i'm not going to get my sleep now i doubt i can make it for breakfast with kx tml. so can anyone blow me into my lala land to get my sleep? Labels: maybe i shoudn't have think so much bout the past. in my hour of weakness,
. Saturday, May 16, 2009  stop being a hypocrite{sp}! say wht you want and i won't be bothered with you this B*tch. stop por-ing guys around luh,you just looked like a plk can! not mentioning the name,as it makes my day go badbadbad:@ shall be bck to post in the evening i'm going to jp to meet my preciousluvs:DD! edit. saw tht B*tch post agn,copied phrase tht i used. maybe some B*tch just have no sense of originality{sp}. i don't know why just some people likes being/behave like how a B*tch does. typing out all this just make my blood boil{rolleye}! so i shall stop all thos not nice things hur. cab down to jp with sis,met-up with lilian and shop rpund jp while waiting for preciousluvs to come. sis keep making me to pei her shop instead of study. so in the end bobian thn me and preciousluvs pei her shop after lilian left. pizzahut for lunch,sis treats(: was busy eating away and din't snap tons&tons of photos. chance upon zoeluvs,ihuiluvs&derrick. din't walk over to say hi but did sms-ed zoeluvs when i was on the cab(: aftermath cab down to imm as i wanted to get my sherbic from daiso. sis bought me a top and get herself a cardigan&sweater,actually sis din't intend to get tht sweater de but i keep insisted her to get it as i want^^ teehees. bought quite alot of things from daiso as it is cheap! i luv going daiso to get my things can. hahas(: 5+ cab hme as sis has to rush off to work. drop preciousluvs at cck and headed to sis workplace,slack awhile and walk hme as i was quite tired. maybe i'm looking for my sis l8r at round 8+9 as she ask me to(:! hopefully sis strikes 4Ds tonight hur! haha:DD i'm falling in luv with preciousluvs jacket and i want to get it too*) stay tune for photoss ya. imissNxinyiOzoeNwenxin&Cihuialott!
in my hour of weakness,
. Friday, May 15, 2009  cool hur!credits to zoeluvs(: sch as usual tday,cab down to met-up with xyluvs&ihluvs. decided to cab to sch but thr's no taxi so we walk to sch instead. walked half way saw 181 & xyluvs asked us to run over to the bus-stop so tht we can bus to sch. so me this gr8luvin girl go running over to the bus-stop like gaga:/! damn chuan de can! mathpaper2&sspaper. mathpaper sure flung&die dao sibei jialat! did learn abit during assembly,but i still get to forget all those stupidhard formula:(! sspaper more like shit i can write until s.bo link luh hor. i go write dombalek with the graduate mother scheme with don't wht loh,power liao luh! i want pass my sspaper luh,roar my ass off! totally chemxim bout studies liao,tskk! after papers walked to gp with HJZ-DJ&S westwood avenue and me&sx went seperate ways with the others(: bought bubble-tea sx treat,thanks alot hur. so kind of him whn he knew tht i'm broke he still buy me a bubble-tea:B! i want to get down with a job,so tht i can have all those things i want:D anyone have jobs to intro? i really need a job to settle down with if not i'm going broke&bonker. edit l8r after my dinner(: stay tune readers. edit. tomyum noodles for dinner{thumbsup}! com and on phone to kill time:( nowireallyknowimissyousomuch,butitoldmyselfw/oyouicanstilllive. haishais:(! i want Nxinyi to come over my hus soon! i want make a video canicani? pstt,don't looked down on me{laughs} i want go imm tml for daiso to get me sherbic things,anyone care to head out to imm with me tml?anyoneanyoneanyone? i want make sherbic,it looks kinda cool^^ i cried when i was bathing 1/2 way just now,andand its for fking no reason can! i want go round SG streets to look for shuaige with my Nxinyi preciousluvs. hahas:DD i'm kinda going kisiao agn. isweari'mgonnaforgetyouclean,iswear! booshitty{rolleye} i miss Nwenxin this keai of mine! don't be surprise if you chance upon my blog cos i really miss you alot:B teehees. byexed readers*)
in my hour of weakness,
. Thursday, May 14, 2009  nths gonna tear us apart frm this sisterships we've shared! study meet-up with AHJZ-DJ&S(: woke up at 0805,perpared & met-up with sx under my blk. walk over to 9head get momma food & went hme pass her get my things & headed to jp. met-up with wxluvs:B i know i'm totally kisiao tday{laughs}!  <=this photo shows how i had my day tday.settled down at ljs for our(wxluvx,sx&me)breakfast. sx ordered for us,while waiting for our food to be served,i go camwhoring! my breakfast come liao,but i still continued snapping away{laughs}      <=wxluvs&me(: aftermath headed to library,zoeluvs called she said she saw me and so asked me to go over & join them as they got table then we don't have to go round serching&snatching for seats liao:DD! went over to joined them,studied. after not long,they keep talktalktalk & i buaytahan so close my books thn go snapsnapsnap! snap dao alot liao,wxluvs says she wants to go walkwalk & me(blur sotong),thought tht she wanted to go round the library so i agreed. after snapping enuff liao, i said(our conv go like this), me:i ok liao. wxluvs picked up her bag and stand up zoeluvs:library walkwalk need bring bag along de meh? wxluv:i want go jp walkwalk. i go stunt me:i thought you say at library walkwalk leh. they all laughs sloud at meDD:! wxluvs:library whr got things to walk de loh(end conv). i damn xiasuay can! peek-tures not in order(:  <=zoeluvs&me(:  <=ihluvs&me(my hair super messy)!   <=xyluvs&me(:  <=i was shocked by the flash light{laughs}      thrs still tons of photo but i'm too lazy to upload it up(: 3+4+,zoeluvs went seperate ways from us,she went to look for her momma. the walked over to the interchange and AHJ-D went seperate way from me&sx as we're taking different bus hme(:! on the bus,i ring up momma & asked her whr is she. waited for momma under my blk & went hme with her(: momma went for massage! reached hme,switched on com to kill time. skipped my dinner:DD belive me,i ain't hungry at all{mad} mathpaper2&sspaper for tml. i haven't even studied for it,sure diedie de luh:/ 4more days,3more papers to go(science(phy),sci(chem)&F&N)! give yourself a clap,if you had read through this post. first time i've post so much photos uh{laughs}! SACHJZ-DJ,we can still move on w/o her. though we're incomplete,we're still as happy as the past(: i really wants her bck in our clique but i'm still having this phobia of everythings. hopefully we'll change our thinking of her and accept her bck in our clique. but, not only tht we have to change our thinking of her,she too also have to work hard to gain our trust towards her(: am i right to say tht or i should really let her go? i know you're gonna read this post but i still chose to type this out,cos i really wants you bck as a frenx not tht i've no frenx or wht luh hor. just tht i felt so bad for leaving you aside with us & being so s.cold towards you(: Labels:Please don't leave me. in my hour of weakness,
. Wednesday, May 13, 2009
don't be the reason  cab down to meet ih,xy&z(: walked to sch chance upon shanialuvs,walked to sch with her too:DD englishpaper&historypaper{die}! english was alright except for the summary,history was killing me man{grins}:/ history sure die one luh,airhole! all those alikuku ques tht i din't learnt came out_l_. heartpain you know,sure flung dao sibei jialat one luh{rolleye}. ohyuh,after i'm done with my historypaper i was like staring at fish,the way he did his paper{laughs}! he keep scratching&playing with his hair & he also keep figitting ard while doing his combphy. hmesweethme with ihd,zjm,xy&sx. ihd&zjm headed to 9head whilst the rest went hme(: i'm worn out yo. no papers for tml,thrfore meeting wxluvs&sx to library and mughard for mathpaper2&socialstudies! i'm going madmadmad:&! my stomachcrampcrampcramp:( hurt me alot! Nxinyi cheerup:D! don't think tmuch luh. i'll be thr for you,just a call will do. i know you're gonna be strong(: Labels:trust no more in you. edited. finally get my fingernails painted in golden and toenails in hothottypink(: woots^^ ganmomma cooked meehoonkuay for my dinner and so didi went over and pckt hme:D! so niceee,yummy! i've been using the com for alomost the whole day-.- i'm f.ass bored anyone entertains me bo? tears almost roll down my cheeck when i'm playing those song and it makes me think bck of the past:( trust no guys,thy only hurt me like f.{rolleye}! your the one i luved most&hated most,ass whole{o.o} may you lead no better life tht i'm leading now. i'm gonna burnburnburnburnburn those letters of yoursyoursyoursyoursyours! Labels: drink drank drunk in my hour of weakness,
. Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Don'tGoAway  sat for math&mt paper for tday. gonna flung my math paper badly yo! once i step inside the examination hall,my mind just went booblankDD: i scratch my head so hard to think of all those formulae,but nth comes in can. roar my ass off:@ mt paper,quite easy luh hopefully i'll pass with rainbow colours(:! aftermath bus to jp with wx. went to look for dajie at her workplace(: now i know i'm stupidf*ckfat luh,i want slimdownslimdownslimdown):! had kfc for breakfast/lunch. aftermath we both go diff direction and headed hme(: cousin wedding is coming up and i've yet to get my dress,cos too fat luh hur. tml will be sitting for history&english paper2,yaoxiu! i need to mughard for my studiess,i don't want to flung all my papers): to be selfish or give a chance to others? i can't make up my mind,i still love him alot though and yet he took me for granted. if i'm gonna be selfish i feel bad,but if i'm gonna give a chance to others i felt so unfair to thm. i hate making up decisions!
in my hour of weakness,
. Monday, May 11, 2009
drunken words are sober thought.  wake up,prepared and headed down to jp(: met-up with wx headed to dajie work place get wx shoe. aftermath to library met-up with ihd,zjm&xynas(: chatted awhile and left hme with wx,she came my hus for revision{guai}! shixuan came up too,mughard&cockedhard{laughs} played daidi,lose one to gulp down tht cup of water(my idea)^^ shixuan lose and he was the first one to drink{laughs}! while waiting for YAMYONGJIE&the rest to come my hus,i'm blogging&daidi-ing:DD! cool hur^^ bck at night to edit(:! happymeals i'm coming!!!! Labels:itotallyhatemathDD: edited. bck frm pm dinner with wx&sx. happymeals{claphands}! walk hme with sx,while wx bus hme. saw momma&co. walk over and say hello thn momma asked me to carry things bck for her-.- lucky sx was thr and he help me to carry bck hme(: those things are not light de hor,is heacy de loh. so kind of him can{laughs}! hmesweethme tv-ed&com to kill my time. i hate going to sch,i hate examination! thy just sucks my whole life time can,tskk:@ momma just came bck hme,with her new permed-hair cool hur^^{laughs} shall stop here,and mughard on my mathsss! tata luvs(: in my hour of weakness,
. Sunday, May 10, 2009 HappyMother'sDay to all mummy's:DD! yst met up with fang headed down to jp. m)phosis to get the bag for momma,chance upon ihd&xy chatted awhile and went off(: settle down at ljs for my breakfast/lunch. cocked with fang and bus bck to fang blk to kill time{grins}. 6+ walk over to park and celebrated with momma&co.(: 8+ walk over to R hus,tv-ed,cocked and hmesweethme bout 10+. reached hme,tv-ed,durian and ko on bed ard 2+(:! woke up at 1+2DD:! wait for momma to pckt hme food for me,eattv-edbath. switch on com to kill time luh! not going anywhere,as wx text me and i'm meeting her tml to study(:! i'm lazy to carry on typing liao,ciaooos:DD! Labels:i hate you,jerk! in my hour of weakness,
. Friday, May 8, 2009  kinderjoy'sback(:! i'm slowly recovering from my cough,but thr's little itchy tiny dots form on my hand&palm): i'm scratching it hard every single min and it's sirritatingDD:! sch for tday,bored. took back all our txts hme,sheavy like mad luh,carried it hme by my hand{rolleye}. actually decided to study with co. tday,but after much thinking i gave it a miss as i'm meeting up wx for studying tml(:! hmesweethme,bath and i took a nap as i'm too tired. getting mummy the m)phosis bag tht she's been aiming for months as her gift:DD! so i'm heading down to jp tml to get tht bag and meeting up wx aftermath((:! thus i need a great early night tday,byexed^^ i finally decided to let you go and get myself a better one thn you.it's not easy for me to come up with it but i still have to cos i'm enough of eveything you've siad and done.i'm hurt once and twice but not anymore,the feeling of being hurt is just so sucky tht i just hated it to the max core and so i decided to let go of you and get myself a better one,as i don't deserve someone like you but someone far more better thn you. Labels:the fear
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. Thursday, May 7, 2009  no one is perfect in this world,neither am i perfect. i'm having so much things that hid inside my heart for so long,and i just can't hide it anymore longer. i'm going haywire soon. i cried so hard to kill those unhappiness i once had but it still remains within me):! no one understands me neither both my parents. mpriod just sucks my day. din't went anywhr tday. eatmedcinesleeptvmedcinesleep):! bck to sch for tml,shld i be happy or sad{laughs} exams are just nxt week and i still haven't get prepared for thm{faint}! okluh,shall start mugging for my papers now:DD,byedyeds. Labels:should i still love you? in my hour of weakness,
. Wednesday, May 6, 2009  short post for tday will do:DD din't went to sch for tdat too,consult a doc and stayed hme all day. as i'm coughing my lungs off,and i don't wish to go any whr except for hme(: shirley acc me to consult doc,tn we're like so pekcek can! super slow de,thn both of us keep standing outside whinning away while waiting for my turnD: hahas and ohyuh,the doc talk v.fast and i hardly catch wht she said can{rolleye}! have to argue with her for another day of mc-.-! wadever! hmesweethme,tv-ed and surfing the net for pass time)):! super bored and imissmysister'salot):! my eyelid are getting heavier after taking tht coughing syrup and my head is going round&round.till th extebt i can't take it any longer. so,byee(: Lables:ican'tbeartoletyougo):!
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. Tuesday, May 5, 2009  i look damn retard. gave sch a miss tday,as i'm not feeling well and its pouring so hard in the morning. mpriods sucks:@! woke up ard 11plus,bath and watch tv(: din't tke anything for my breakfast,iwannasavemoneyformotherday:DD! hehaho. prepaid low and i'm trying every single way to contact wit my sisters',but failed):! maybe wait until sch end le,thn call thm up to meet thm? teehees^^ okluh,i'm going to play games. shall post whn i bck hme,after meet-up wit my sisters':DD byes. Labels:youtookusforgranted. edited(: din't have the chance to meet-up wit my sisters' as thier phone was confiscated and i can't contact thm):! imissthmalot,understand! except for missing tht poser hurhur:DD din't meet-up wit thm so stayed hme. gan mummy called me up,and she asked me to go over her hus as she cooked my all time fav,meehoonkuey,for me((:! but i din't turn up at her hus,instead my didi went over to pckt hme for meDD:! envy for me having this didi{laughs}!? mummy bgt durians for me,though i'm sick:DD! i quite love my day i've spent at hme tday,for no reason{madmad}! thr's sch tml):can i give it another missed agn? i feel so sick&sucky to get up so early in the morning for sch):! roar my ass off? thr's this few guys tht i don't even know tht wants to top-up for my prepaid,weird. -.-! chatted only in msn and saying tht thy like me,laugh my ass off. lol,my mcramps are killing me)):! Labels:maybe its a gudnews,and meant to be celebrated? in my hour of weakness,
. Monday, May 4, 2009  PeiYing is down with runningnose,cough&stomachpain):! sucks alot luhdey. sch tday,served my suspension left sch at 1.30 and bused to jp wit SAHJ bgt wx things and went round serching for tht ink bag-.-"! rflmaoo,superr funny as we went round the whole jp agn&agnDD:! madmadmad**{laughs} aftermath went to topup my EzC and i went diff way frm thm((:! those musces frm my nose just keep rolling down my nose non-stop plus those stupid cough! _l_ isn't it,and it makes me feel so sucky all day long)):! ohyuh,i saw jacky&boon outside my sch through the fence my break:DD! jacky called me ****y!so badsobad. tskk,,-.-"! Labels:iwannaquit! edited. ihateyouractionsday!f.you off my life luh.you make me really lost those bullshit trust in you,happy wit wht you're doing and i ain't gonna bother bout it cos ihateyou,ass!i knew this day would come by but i din't know tht it would come so much faster thn i thought yo.gaining trust bck is really tough and i don't think having you as a frenx it worthDD:!no more of toleration eh,you're just far too much luh hor!if i really can't stand it any longer i'll slap you hard in the face to wake you up for wht you've done!i wonderr whts on earth are you thinking bout yo.reflectreflectreflect!
in my hour of weakness,
. Sunday, May 3, 2009  bck frm dinner wit my family((: i'm s.ugly bored,and i really want learn to play l4d eh:@! i'm down wit running nose and giddy spell makes me so sucky)):! thr's sch tml,and i effing hate it de yo. no mre of complaining and whinning of sch,shld study hard for the up coming examssDD: i'm really f.ugly hurt whn you actually said those things,have you ever think of me whn you said all those things?i'm really left wit no chioce but to forget bout you and continue wit my living(:since you like her so tht much thn go on her luh,wht for asking me to help you whn you know i really f. hate to hear thm coming out frm your ass mouth!have you ever spare a thought for me,i doubt so.or maybe you're doing all this purposely,but i just hate it whn you said all those things!i swear tht i'll never fall bck in love with you anymore,jerk! Labels:i want to learn to play l4d!
in my hour of weakness,
. Saturday, May 2, 2009  babeshunksahgongsahmasandwadever,i'm bored!! lols.stay hme tday as i'm fstupid broke):! i want learn to play l4d leh,anyone bother to teach me{laughs}? i'm blasting the music super loud and having earpiece in my ear,and thy are causing me to go on a giddy spell):! idon'twannastayhme,boredom are killing meDD: mummy going out l8r,and i'm gonna stay hme alone with this stupid com):! anyone entertain me? lol-.-" my eye are fugly swollen agn!hurts me alot eh{roll eye}. ihatesatboredom,killmeplease:@! shall stop here uh(:! byespfme. Labels:drinkdrankdrunk. in my hour of weakness,
. Friday, May 1, 2009  alcholicluvsss(: drinkdrankdrunk yo. waken up by luv msg,prepared myself and cab down to jp wit dajie to meet thm(:! i'm the last one to reachxp had our breakfast tgt and shop ard like scbDD:! aftermath thy went off to bl whereas i went to my dajie work place. waited for luv to cut hair and thy came to look for me(:! shall get ourself drunk again hur:DD! met up wit mother&co. finally get to see my peifang hur! hahasss,bused hme wit her and she came up my hus,and left at ard6.30+(: i lay down on the bed to get my beauty sleep,but i can't):! so sat infront of the com until now):! i'm bored de can:@,, i guess i need my beauty sleep now,or else i will have nore pimplesDD:! i don't want anymore pimples luh*! byexped:O Labels:i just want you bck am i greedy? in my hour of weakness,
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