in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

school as usual,boring one.cze zoe was not in school:(

how sad.i was a little unhappy with gang bfore recess,i doubt they know.

was chitting with wawa gang all along bfore recess:D.

mt was still alright,lesson ended and headed down to jp.

settle down at xin kopitiam,xinyi headed home aftermath.

call momma,and went over to look for her as she's at jp too.

left after awhile,shopped and hsh.

im going down to BL ltr at night with xinyi,cze she asked me to.lollol

kluh,im gonna catch my D.I.E.byebi~

in my hour of weakness,

school as usual,it rain's in the morning and i felt so lethagic{sp}to head out for school.

but i still headed for it.waited for cab but to no avail thr's no cab.bus-ed to school lorxz.

was almost late,walk vfast to school,and it was the first time i walk so fast hor!

lesson and things as usual.

've scored 64/80 for my chinese,and im the highest.{inner jokes}

after things,headed down to jp,is like as usual lorxz.no zoe,no jianming,but with shania:)

lailai kitchen for lunch,chanced upon zoe&jianming and tianhong.omgxz.

totally aww,idk how to describe my mood at that point of time.

shopped ard,w/o shania&gereld.

hsh aftermath:D!

ko when i hit onto my bed when i reached home.{hehs}

bath-ed and com to kill time.

and now my head is like so heavy like ever-.-!

if you're unhappy with whatever,please speak up to us luh.

no need do those stupid things one,and seriously i don't like,your attitude do fuck like one what,and i don't like it also hor!but what to do,i can't be piss off by you for being jealousy here and there loh,cze you need more time with steady mah.i didn't know that you don't like to spend your time with us lah,you should have tell me earlier and i wuld know mah,but did you,no.

i just don't understnad you want,don't like to be with us just say lah.i once said that we wouldn't be that close as compare to the past already loh,in the past we still know how to speak up and what ley,now not anymore.we just simply gossiping in between of each others,so what't the point of going out as a gang anymore?maybe we can't count ourself as sister of each others do,cze what we are doing is just showing that how disrespectful are we.ok,whatever luh!im going to count your out when we are going out to somewhere else to enjoy.cze idw you two to quarrel or start a tiff cze of spending time with us.you are just not understandable enough leh.kloh,byebi~

in my hour of weakness,

it's raining again,screwed up.

my hus went black-out a min ago,and my mood just screwed up and went bersek.

it never fails to rain almost everyday when it comes to the ghost festival:(

i just hate when it rains,cze it just totally screwed my mood up.

gave sch a miss tday,as it's rainning.

thought of going sch by cab,but how am i suppose to wait for the cab under the rain?and so,it causes me to go back into my lala-land,all the way to 10+.

wake up,brushed,breakfast by my sis,tv-ed&headed out to meet my fav.boy tgt with gereld.

met-up at gp,heard that thr's total of 5 accident the day bfore tday.

all 5 accident,causes death:(how scary is this year ghost festival.

no one would know if they will survive through the day after tday not,so becareful people when you're out thr playing.pay more attention in driving and crossing the roads ya.

im not that supuscious anyway,but not to get myself hurt i am.{hehs}

heard that bestf sister met with an accident yst too,but thankfully she's fine:D!

ok,back to the point.

met-up with gang after sch,for a little while had a stick and headed to meet momma.

met momma at 934,slacked and busily entertaining small baby:).

headed to BL with aunty-mama&momma,massage.

dinner at BL pashar&hsh.

wtfishh i can't get to sign in my msn_l_!

i think,'ve improved alot in both my science.though i still fail.

im considering if to give sch a miss tmr not,if its gonna rain cats&dogs.cze i hate going sch when its rainnig,and the thing i hate most is,i'll dirty my shoes&wet myself.

kluh,byebi~

in my hour of weakness,

school for tday,nth happened as usual.

darn suey,i misplaced my purse at home,im wondering if did i threw it away when i was packing my room yst:(searching for it high and low,but i just can't find it.

went school w/o ez-lin,indeed i wasted alot of no need money loh.wtfishh!

lesson ended.took my chinese tea,as i did not took it yst.

headed to jp.tori-q,shopped and chanced upon kelly with sylvia.had a stick and left for seperate ways.

hsh aftermath,as i was far too tired.

looking high&low,to the extend that 've turned my hus upside down.but still to no avain i can't find:(totally not my day tday.

im so ha-pi that sisterxz csentence was postponed to nov:).

kluh,byebi~im going to continue in searching for my purse:(.

in my hour of weakness,

woke up darn early.

swollen eyes~

since 've mentioned that am not attending sch tday,im gonna stays home.

to be a gudyhome-girl,nah.im just not in the mood for things.

you gotta takecare of yourself in there aite:)

i'll be witing for you,you know wht i mean oye.

kluh,get to the point.

i was told by the doc to have 100plus instead of plain water this few days.

and so it wouldn't be surprised that im having 100plus.tough it tasted so yucky.

breakfast packed from my sister,tv-ed&com to kill time.

i just don't want to face the reality,it do hurts.

my mind were all full of wild imagination.

what if this(s),and what if that(s).

what does the words sisters/bff/clique stands for,can anyone define it for me.

till the day someone is gonna define them for me,im going to break down and bonker.

i just can't seems to trust anyone.

im afarid im gonna be stab.

can someone tell me why am i behaving in this way?

tell me how am i going to live in this way.

in my hour of weakness,

tmr shall be the day,'ve never thot of i would be going through with.

it shall be your sentence day,and i wouldn't know if it'll be a light/heavy sentence.

i'll be praying for you that the sentence wouldn't be a harsh one.

tonight shall be another tough night for me to go through with,but i'll have to fight for it.

whatever it is let's wait for tmr judgment.

i hope that it would not be a harsh one,but a light one.

but,but if you're really gonna going in,i'll be waiting for you.

waiting for you,till the day you're out.

your my sisterzx,i wouldn't not wait for you till your out.

i promised to look after your watch until your out,remember?

this promises that 've made to you shall not be broken ya.

though i can't go with you tmr,i still hopes that eveything will be fine for you.

i'll be praying for your tmr.

same goes to my momma,but she did'nt vomit.

it was awfully bad,that we almost fainted.

went to consult a doc on sat,he said that it was a minor sickness.as it was a trenched sickness nowadays.

prescribed us with medcine and me with an mc for tmr schooling:)!

im so ha-pi,but not looking forward for tmr.

im afarid that i can't take the reality.

why am i so weak at this point of time.tsktsk

i sweared that im a hardcore weak person.but what to do?

let neutral to take cost loh.

to nasai : promised kay.

in my hour of weakness,

sch as usual tday.

my mood in sch was rather screwed up and bad:(!

shall not elaborate much on it aye.

fire drill during eng lesson,was seriously unhappy as i can't get to watch my anime!

math lesson,i find it seriously boring.'ve flung my math paper badly.how?

lesson ended,lunch-ed in sch.waited for the restt.

saw nasai,chitted&off to jp.

banquet,shopp-ed,fairprice&hsh.

momma is sicked,im so gonna takecare of her luh,kluh.byebi~

nasai,don't break the promised you make ok.

now that i can't live w/o you.

in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

stupidahGay,are you still fine in thr?

sch tday,like boring only.my class tday except the 2x is super funneh.

left for hsh after sch ended.

once agn 've broke down.why?

i seriously need someone to pour out all my unhappiness and woes to:(

i need a pack of MM.

im always asking myself,have i forgotten you.

maybe im still my half way through to suceed aye:)

Fullstopss laas,bye-bi.

ps:my eyes are filled with tears,how?

in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

've many frenx around me,so?

it isn't any proud and honourable thing to be spread around of.nobody would ever know a frenx of theirs would tries to get you into lotas of trouble.you can see them as a vvgud frenx,bestf and buddy/sisters of yours,but you'll never know when will they stab you with a knife right behind you and left you with others of troubles.she may be talking bad about you behind your back,but you'll never know.never trust a frenx of yours be it a vvgudf/bestf/sisters of yours cze you'll never know how evil are they.trust yourself and none.

belive me,not to trust any of them too much,cze when you get to know you have a frenx of yours behaving like this,you'll broke into tears and you'll be badly hurt.

im a girl,whom's only 5thteen,and always get into troubles bcze of frenx around me.

until tday,i finally woke up,and finally realised how evil and bad can a bestf/sisters of mine would stab me and get me into lotas of troubles.

hello!im only 5thteen ley,immature,naive and a weak girl.

can you sch tcher or whomever shit spare a thought for me not?wht your care most is still the sch reputation,and us student?not giving a damn.im holding back too much,till tday i can't take it longer and im going to break down anytime soon.

tchers around seems to see my clique as a bullies or wht,but we're not.

bcze of wht you tchers see us as,thy show out all of their favourtism/bais-ism.

we will never get to clear our innocents thoughts.
i wouldn't even give a damn nise attitude to you tchers anymore,why am i going to bother if you tchers are showing all this thing.

you said tht her parents wants to call the police uh?

call luh,let her call.see who will be the one laughing out hard loh horxz.sucha lamer,call police.

im so afarid that 've to pee on my pants.if you have the guts,i'll play with you!fucku laas horxz.

at sch with frenx talk to me sieh sat horxz,hide behind screen scold sieh sat horxz.

knn,now want call police.eh gao xia suey bo?

why are you making thing into sucha big mess to be cleaned up?tsktsk.

know how to sat infront of your frenx then mai be like one tortise only leh.sieh xia suey siol!

in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

eh whore,you want play come only luh horxz.mai act one behind ley.

ccb.muthafuckin buaysong ley,how?

muthafuckin suay tday,knn one.

sch was fuckin bored,kana call parents.like tsktsk-.-

cze of attire?tchers just fuckin have got no brain one horxz.

after sch,thr's some mousee_l_.

had a stick and headed to jp with wenxin.

shopped ard,headed to gekpoh aftermath,met up with xinyi.

my shaker fries,thumbss up:)

went for another stick.

bck to sch looked for tehteh,lepak&9head to look for momma.

took money and left for home.

fuckin bo life aye.nb

i dun feel like studying anymore.how?

i hate my sch life like fuck-ed.waiting for papi to come bck and gan me.ccb

you thought everything call parents thn can solve meh?use brain leh,walanehxz_l_.

kluh,i want go liao.byebye

in my hour of weakness,

sch as usual,woke up fucking late.gotta rush,and damn pekcek.

stupid xinyi overslept and din't sttend sch,wasted 2.50 nb.{laughs}

im so ha-pi tday,'ve scored quite well in my chemistry:DD!

but social test tday,like shitter only.grr....

after sch to basketball court for things.

it's so funneh,that make me laugh so pretty hard horxz!

eh gao xia suey bo?headed to jp aftermath.

chanced upon farah.settle down for lunch,slacked,chanced upon wati&putri:D

lepak,and hsh.

while waiting for bus,chanced upon weijie.bus-ed home with him,and chitted.

've enjoyed my day so muchyy.

common test is just 3days away.how?

im gonna mug hard on my subject.

in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

im getting a new colour skin tone:)whoo-hoos!

sch tmr:(no life aye.

comment test are getting closer&closer,yet my mood in studies are drifting away:(

i hate going school nowadays,for no reason.

i hate flipping open text to study.

i hate doing homeworks gaven.

i hate studies,totally shitty.how?

my mood in studies is changing me,into another person and thinking.

is studies really that great for us?aren't we having too much things to cops with?am going bonker soon.everyday studystudystudy,schoolschoolschool.

how am i going to lead my life in this driteful state?

've gotta change my thinking set yo!

've gave a miss to meet-up with sisters tday,as yi po is going over ahyi hus and momma ask me to go over:(

i miss my ahGay so muchy,how?

in my hour of weakness,

Singapore birthday sibo?

spent my day out with sheena family,zi xiang{sp}&both teo's:D

934 to meet up with them,headed to get bicycle things done,and down to ecp.

sure rebak one,cze i muthafucking kana sunburn until sieh jialat.tsktsk

guys went for fishing,while the ladies sit there lepak.

rented roller-blade,ahfang sure alot sound effect.ahh,ohh,oiii...

laughs.

after everything,headed to old airport road.pack-ed dinner and to don't know where for fire-works:)sure ha-pi only.

fire-works like chioo only laas.

fetched zi xiang home,and rest headed for hsh:)

bath-ed and only then i realised my sun-burn sure jialat,sieh obvious loh.how?

bugis with jianming,zoe&ezad.then to jp and meet-up woth yingjie&xinyi:)

i like busy hor,i need $$$$ laas.

wtfishhh!not really feeling well now,feel like vomiting.hit a giddy spell:(

sun-burn sure sucksssss!

ezad better wake up tmr hor,if not i kick youu.

in my hour of weakness,

none will know how much 've hurt.

maybe god is playing with me.

've cried a river of tear but i can't seems to let go of the past.

image of yours were playing in my mind for months,it seems so hard for me to let go.

but to you it seems fast.i really hate to reminsce back the past of us,but i can't just let it all blown away by the strong wind.i may be strong infront of people,but am not.

by chance,i saw you last evening and tears starts to form ard my eyes.

it almost drip down but i did not let it to,cze i know i shouldn't let it all fall onto my cheeks.

it was a painful night for me to go through last night.

but i still endure it.i must let go of the past to start all afresh but not holding onto the past.

kluh,im going to prepare and off to sintua thing.bye8)

your the one i still miss most.

in my hour of weakness,

hey peeps,im soon gonna private my blogD:

my left hand thumb is useless alrdy:(no feeling at all,totally numb.knn

've bought myself a new watch tday,and am fuck ha-pi.

gave sch a miss tday,as im too tired&lazy to wake up for sch as 've reached hme quite late last night:)

bomb that xinyi uo,but she only gets to wake up at nearly 1+?cb horxz.

wenxin came up my hus to meet me:)

headed to get my things done and met-up with xinyi to bugis.

get my bro pants changed and got my watch while waiting for my da-jie arrival.

=very long horxz,not kidding one.

had a stick,while waiting.

sieh hungry one manxx,as i din't had anything since morning.

waited for her,and off to foodcourt for our dinner.

after everything cab hme,drop xinyi at st81 and we headed to jp.the cab fare totally cost us a bomb!sure power horxz.

inside the cab,we sure power one.keep laughing at xinyi only:DD

lepak awhile and me&da-jie left diff way from wenxin.

cab bck to namdai,drop off at 9head,met-up with ahteo's,kexin hus for thumbdrive and bck to jason hus to help his mama for audi things.

headed to 6head,9head&hsh:)

i saw him,wtfishhh-.-

why is god putting me in such a petathic state?nbcb.

fuck hate my life.kluh,bye8)

in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

in my hour of weakness,

Hola-aa,im meeting with A&J ltr on,but im still down here bloggingD:

wenxin is alrdy waiting for bus to meet us and yet me & xinyi is so fuckin lazy to move and get ourself prepare.lollol

school for tday is damn cb one,fuck suay luh hor.

reddy-yy stain_l_

ran to the toilet and get rid of them,history lesson and hsh.

decided to give a miss for the first bus and so me&xinyi sat down and cock-ed:D

took the next bus,there's this siao aunty jitao is keep on pushing me from the back hor.

knn only,then another aunty want alight buay sai wait one ley,is jitao push one hor.fuck them!

chanced upon hayden{sp}&ivan in the bus:)

kluh,going to prepare liao.bye-ees:D

bck with many photoss aite,stay tune.

in my hour of weakness,

woke up with bloody-yyy red day_l_

m cramps just seriously sucks this big time:(

hit on a giddy spell and felt nausea{sp}.f.ing not in the mood!

both momma&papi went to visit gramy,while im staying at home:(

i LOVES my gramy hella lotsa!

momma called and said that gramy will be discharged tmr at 1pm,im so freak ha-pi:D

1aug.

-hospital to visit gramy

-bugis street

-some ulu place for dinner

-bck to hospital

-hsh.

bought quite a number of things yst.

f480 hot pink classic leather case,casio vintage watch,ear-rings&tees:)

momma finally bought me the casio watch that 've been eye-ing for a long-time.

im glue-d to another watch of casioD:!

im a watch freak,having lotsa watch and im still eye-ing for more.

im gonna get my money all saved up my get my ass down to bugis agn next week:D!

gonna get that casio watch&gucci belt.

i seriously needs to slim down-nnnnnnn,ohmyslimmygodD:

m cramps really sucks:(

kluh,bye.

in my hour of weakness,

PeiYing,sweet 6'teen.
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