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. Tuesday, December 29, 2009
i am always found awake in the night by nightmares,it seems like they loves me moreee then sweet dreams already. i have decided to work,rather then visiting aunt,cause there will only be me,mummy and sister there only.shall visit aunt tmrw. i will be working later,and it's rlly a last minute thing. fooook!school is rlly starting,i don't miss school.i don't miss wearing uniform.i don't miss books.i don't miss those evil teachers. i only miss my friends and food. ok,no time for craps now.i gotta rush to prepare and get down to workplace asap. i rlly have to go now,i will be back at night for pixtures.readers,stay tune alright. bye.ohno,it should be see you again.cause i'll be back in the night.LOL in my hour of weakness,
. Monday, December 28, 2009  i am going mad,not joking. zoeong bomb me,when i am already in the lift.i jitao want go mad already. i am kao-ing at home,knn.srsly moodswinggg ttm! i want to go out to enjoy,but my fucking pocket don't allow me to. memories of us just fucking flow through my mind.i blast my music loudly,i scream,i kick,tears rolling down.tell me,what the fuck i want now?i repeat,i am going mad. why just can't i control my temper?_l_ i am so going to get myself drunk in the coming days,better get the beers ready!
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. Saturday, December 26, 2009 i am going to prepare and get my ass out to the hospital. school term is drawing nearer. i am going to shop till drop and enjoy my rest of the day till school starts. twenty-ten will be here in no time,where should i go. holidays will be coming to an ending soon,wtf. how i wish i were never a student,zzzz. ok,i should rlly get going now. short and sweet,bye. in my hour of weakness,
. Friday, December 25, 2009  MERRY CHRISTMAS to every peeps:D! i spent my eve with heeeng and zoe. jurong point>town>jurong point>hsh. i got myself a dress,thanks zoe for the cookie and friends of mine for the messages. had a last minute meet up with seowting,amber,chinming and etc. chatted awhile at macmthey left for mac and i headed back home. i saw xxx,i don't like her voice and i am not going to state down her name. anyway,i've just reached home like about 10 minute ago. i am going to clean myself up and get down onto the bed. i told myself,next year christmas eve will be a better one,so that's its. once again,merry christmas and goodnights to all:) it's not the day for me today,i saw xxx too,what's the problem man?fml. okai,i should get going right now.bye/ in my hour of weakness,
. Wednesday, December 23, 2009 Tattoo your name across my heart.  i am abit greedy for this year christmas. firstly,i would want santa claus to get my big aunt,grandma and all the patient to be back in pink health.secondly,i want a lovely boyfriend and lastly to have smile on everyone face. 3 wishes.would you grant me all,mr santa claus? i am spending most of my time in the hospital,should i celebrate it in the hospital?{laugh} i think i will be joining my friends to the church for service and town with heeeng beh. i am still thinking if i should go to the hospital tmrw not. i miss the letter G. 2009 is coming to an end soon,like finally. twenty-nine,is not a good year for me,whereas in studies,r/s/friendships/family. i swear i hate twenty-nine ttm,and i mean it. anyway,how should i celebrate my counting down to twenty-ten? school of twenty-ten is drawing nearer,hadn't been enjoying myself much. 2 months of school holiday just fly away so fasttttt~ it's time for me to wash up,and get onto the bed.byebye:) in my hour of weakness,
. Saturday, December 19, 2009  Ok,fml and that is it. can anybody tell me what is wrong with my blogger? i can't upload any video and the song that i've saved down can't be play at all. what the fuck is all this thing happening? anyway,i went to visit my big aunt and i didn't went for work today. it breaks my heart alot to see big aunt in this state,she can't talk/eat she just lie down there and sleep her day through.she is relying on the machine that gives her the numb feeling,if the nurse off/decrease on the doze she will just kick/struggle/move her leg hard.i saw her crying rlly crying no bluff,my heart straight away chui one.i heard mummy said that,big aunt can be shift out to the normal room in a few days time and plus her condition is under controlled. i just hope that big aunt will recover soon. till now not any of my aunts/uncle/parent know what had happened that day,what actually had happened only big aunt,husband knows.but he just don't want to let us know. anyway,what's wrong with the siblings of the patient who wants to know how is their sister doing and condition? aren't they as close as immediate family? _l_ i think i should not continue on like this,but to end off of it. i am meeting zoe later on in the morning,9.30,it's time for me to get onto my bed.i am going down to book fair with elder cousin later on in the after and maybe to visit big aunt and then proceed down to dover for some advance christmas party. big aunt,you better recover fast or i don't be friend with you. LOL goodnight everyoneeeeee. *fuck blogger most.* in my hour of weakness,
. Thursday, December 17, 2009 tears are rolling down. i just received a phone call.big aunt is admitted into hospital,unconscious. her life is in danger and is in the icu. what exactly happened i don't know.i might be going down to visit her. they said,internal bleeding in her brain. how she fell,no one knows. what's the problem now,why bad things always approached to the wrong person. my heart thumbs loudly upon the news,how sudden can it be? she was on the phone last night with my sister,she can laugh.but just a night pass,and she's in the icu,with danger. i don't want another precious aunt of mine to leave me,it hurts me alot. close relatives of mine had already left me,i don't want it to happen again. no one knows,what will happen the next sec/min/day. cherish all the people around you now,or you will regret it for life. i was once a girl whom took everyone around me for granted,but after so much things that had happened through this few years, i've learn to cherish everyone around me. this big aunt of mine,i can say that she's like another mummy of mine.she get me all the things i want,she dotes on me alot,she brings me to eat nice food and pays for all my medical fee.she did all this things,just in exchange for me to do well in my studies.she's the world most beautiful and prettiest aunt that you can find. i pray that nothing will happen to big aunt. i am going down to visit her later,after my third aunt ends her work. i am very worried for big aunt,but what can i do? i know my big aunt,is a strong lady.she won't be easily defeat by this. i should not worry much,but i can't. in my hour of weakness,
. DJ,let it play.   i didn't went anywhere today,except to work. i slept my day through 1.30,myt called me in the morning darn funneh. bathed and surf the net. mummy pack food home for me around 4 = breakfast/lunch/dinner. prepared and went for work,met myt,ahbin and zoe on bus. i tagged with zoe,sales was a great oneee:D! we chiong like mad,begged people like mad,LOL like mad and screamed like mad. why screamed? cause of a cat,i buang my own trolley and run.stunt for awhile and thinking of how to get back my trolley. i know very stupid,but we are both girl = fucking timid. zzz i don't know why,i keep buang my trolley onto things like for free today. almost lost our price tag also. alot of stupid things happened. anyway anyhow,chanced upon the couple which once opened a snack stall beside kenny cafe{outside my school coffee shop}their waffle hotdog bezzzzt.chitted awhile andand they bought icecream from us:D! i told the aunty,i will drop by often to get waffle hotdog. i almost type out hotdag,rather than hotdog-.- ok,back to topic. after my block were cleared,went over to help myt:D! i run here and there to drag customer,shouted out at some also la,darn funny. ended work,met mummy at 953 and hsh. zeo ong accompanied me to take 99.hehes:D! tmrw is off day,i am working on friday. money faster come rolling in. LOL friendster is like a shitzx now,i don't like. i think FB is much more better,just that it's fucking lag sometimes,which i hate it most. maybe,that's enough for today.goodnight readers! *can i know,what's in your mind?* in my hour of weakness,
. Tuesday, December 15, 2009 cherry boom-boom  pardon for that photo,i know my face is darn chui. myt,neither did i fell in the toilet/fell alseep. it was my brother playing with his stupid game. today sales lagi bad,but i am still very happy cause myt was there with me. we are just like a retard,waving tag at cars which drove pass us and stop them to buy but none bought.we laugh loudly,we scream loudly and we go mad together.it was the first time,i ever behave like a retard during work. anyway,we start work late.why?cause we settle ourself down at a coffee shop,and eat like a snail. tmrw work place will be a jurong east ave 1,people do support.this job ain't easy at all,it's tiring and makes people go crazy. i am going back to school with myt later on.why?to make the school turn inside up and upside down. zzzz,i am waiting for the first day of school,i can't wait for troubles to come and makes teachers in my school go bonker. i want sec4,not what's the ans now. i feel so fuck in this state now,moving on with classmates that is younger than me,going through what i had gone through again most fuck is that i gotta stuck 1 more year in this kind of school. it's time for bed now,goodnight everybadyyyyyy{insert winks}* oh,my leg went ba{in hokkien}so itchy. stop showering me with your care,i will just fall deeper into you if you continue doing this. in my hour of weakness,
. Sunday, December 13, 2009  monthly period killed my trip to Pula Ubin. there's more chances in the day ahead for this trip,ahbui said. i am going back school with loverly tmrw for some things.my school sucks-.- i will be working tmrw,work place will be at toh guan. bebe once said,it's too dangerous for me to do this job,but for the seek of money. it's time for bed already,byebye. in my hour of weakness,
.  jurong point>somerset 313>taka>fep>china town>big aunt work place>hsh. i met up my ladies for breakfast,sadly not all have turn up. i hope that 28th outing will be a steady one. did some catch up and went different ways from them,as cousin had reached. nothing caught my eye and so was empty-handed. i am like a joker of the evening,something happened makes me totally blank. i am such a joker ok?lollol i am not rlly sure now if i can make it for tmrw trip to P.U already not,having cramps now and it's killing me.i feel so not right,i feel like fainting anytime.my head spins hard,and i didn't know why. i should get my cafe world done and head to bed already. hi my sweetheart and autumn concerto is such a nise drama,i like it both:)!byebye. in my hour of weakness,
. Saturday, December 12, 2009  i am meeting my ladies later in the morning for breakfast and elder cousin in the noon to town for shopping.yet i am still awake at this time. i just can't get myself into my bed,and i don't know why. i went to jurongpoint in the late evening with mummy and her friends as well as ahteo's and livia. got a webcam home happily. chanced upon michelle ahyi and aunty mummy,chat awhile and left. i tried on my school u,it just totally don't fit me.i look so fattttt,omfg:(! i gotta slim down. i am going to cut down my intake of food and cut away dinner and supper. thou there is still weeks for school to start,it just seems so near to me. i don't feel like going back school,i hate wearing school u,i hate waking up early but i can't wait to see my friends. andand,if school is gonna start means that i have lesser chance to do shopping and enjoy night life.school sucks this big time,but i still gotta make it for it,i want to study and bring glory to my family.thou it's a new-year,new start,i still have loots of case to settled in school.it makes me think back of how silly i am for acting on what that arse wants me to get into,that arse is a hypocrite friends i don't like this arse making me to get into much of trouble and cases.claim that he/she my bestfriend but not at all,just an hypocrite. what's in my mind now,is to complete my secondary school education and get a life out of this lanjiao school.this school make's me go bersak! i shall go to bed soon already,i gotta wake up as early as 9 to prepare myself. i will be back with lots of pixtures,reader do stay tune. i miss my self-proclaimed bebe to bits. goodnight all,byebye. in my hour of weakness,
. Thursday, December 10, 2009 close kin's  i got a sudden crave of crab and seafood. i am super tired,i mean real tired. not working today,i am going over to tua for ban gong later in the evening. my whole body aches and sour{suan in chinese}.i felt like i am a dead person. i am going to take a nap now,and wake up at 5.30 to prepare. looking forward for the 13th to P.U{insert smileyss}byebye/
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. fact that kills {warning :wordy}  today sales,lagi bad.how to earn?-.- i should get myself serious in looking for a better job to hold onto my life now,srsly i am spending away my money espeacially innocent money like tap water that's flowing. if i am still going to stick onto walls,how am i going to live? i rlly need a job with a high income,do not hesitate to call me/leave a comment for jobs.i went for so many interview,all asked to wait for their call but knn my phone never ring up once for job one. i am just wasting my youth away,how fucking can i not be fed up? after a long period mia-ing from walls.i work all the way from 7 to 11,running from block to block.it's rlly tired,but working with loverly always makes my night goes sweet. i had a bread for dinner,as i am working. ended work and headed back to namdai,907,for supper. . i would like to thanks wenxin for,just a phone call from me and she walked all the way from her place to sunshine place just to help me out to buy icecream.though it's expensive,she didn't re-consider it and buy.thanks alot girl:) . i would like to thanks my naughty brother whom is now sleeping soundly on his bed now for accompanying me to work everytime no matter how tired you are,he is rlly a sweet brother.not only that he's sweet in this and also that would pack food home for me whenever i am at home,and cock with me.though sometime very niao{stingy}la.i feel so bad for bullying him at times when i am boring and using him to vent my anger out when i am not in the mood.once again thanks naughty brother.in a side note for you,learn to be more sensibe don't always go out and make trouble with others and stive hard in your acedmic and bring glory to this family.i don't want you to walk up the some path as me,being a trouble maker,always bringing troubles home for parent and neglect studies.but if you're in trouble,do remember i am always a call away,just a call and i'll be there for you.i know,no matter how long i type here/how i talk sense into you,maybe you will not heed it.but let me tell you this,you'll regret if you happen to step into the same path as mine.it's hard for you to learn to be good but fast enough to learn in becoming an uneducated.once again,thanks little brother.this is the first time,i ever had to realise that i am so bless to have a little brother like you,and my family members also la,they are the ones whom keep talking sense into me in order for me to continue striving for acedmic.srsly,i dislike going school,going to school is just killing me.i spend all of my time in school day-dreaming,making troubles and not studying.it's ever the first time i felt i am a nothing but bringing disgrace home girl.eventhou i am always making troubles outside,my parents will always be the one going through those times with me,talking in sense to me.i rlly did regret for not hitting those advices that both of you had said. i am rlly sorry for always bringing in worries for you two,rlly sorry. it's not only both of my parent that are behind me,in my heart i do know.i can name out you people names, eg. michelle ahyi,mr lim hanling,big aunt,both of my grandma,unlce and ahyi. sorry that i've let you people down,but i can promised that i'll do better to make you guys proud. i've alot more things in my heart to say,but it's all just too long to post it out here and i know it'll be boring. i've wake up to sense,regretting is too late,but to strive better is next on. . friends out there,espeacially the three's that are in rtc,pull up your socks no more troubles when you're out.it's fun to make troubles but did any of the three's thought of the consequences?i doubt so,now three's gotta suffered in it.do reflect yourself in there,and not to get into anymore troubles when out,i know you three still have a long way to go,but it's the consequences that you gotta pay for being over mischevious.be a man when you three are out,stop being playful. for those whom are serving their probation,do reflect too.reflect on why didn't anyone of you stop/pull them away when using weapon/bashing up others.it may not be you suffering in there but who,your hiadi's.what will their future be like?why are all of you involve in this case being so selfish by not talking sense to each other and seeing each and another of your hiadi to be so tough?maybe i shouldn't bring this matter up again after so long and i dont have the position to say,but still i got to.brother's and sister's out there,take care. . this is speacially for maiyeeting{loverly},i want you to be a better one.i want you to strive for your study,i want you to be more sensible and control your temper at times.i can see that you've change alot unlike the past you.i can say that you are one of the one bestfriend i've got,i am glad that whenever you are having things that are bothering you,you will call/text me and spill all to me,i am rlly very happy.cause i know you trust me.we were not this close in the past or maybe just a hi/bye friend in the past but now,not anymore but bestfriend.we do quarrel at times,but we are still back in a square.i rlly do cherish you this friend alot.you are the one who are always standing by me,whenever i am in trouble you would always help me out w/o hesitating.you listen to my rubbish and cocked with me.i rlly do enjoy the time when i am working with you,sister:)you gotta takecare of your health and don't always sleep until the extent that,no matter how i scream/laugh loudly/shake/spam you up you will always still in your dreamland one.i tabuleh tahan{laugh}~ i want to change into a better person each day and not a useless ones.
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. Wednesday, December 9, 2009  i am meeting loverly at 5 and i am still not prepared yet. my face now is knnb eh cui,break out everywhere_l_! anyhow readers,i am having a red psp on my hand now,a little scratches and a monster head sticker sticked behind the back-cover,comes in a full box but having it away in a paper bag,selling away at $150.do take note,it's still in a good condition,and am helping my friend to sell. i am also having a holga camera{mini diana} on hand,brand new,not used before.it comes with a flim,landyard and lens cover,comes in a full box and having it away in a full box.having it away at $130. lowest price that can be found with flim in it. for any enquires,do leave a comment behind with hotmail. ok,i am now left with bout 1/2 hour to prepare and gotta reach cck at 5. i gotta rush,byebye. in my hour of weakness,
. Monday, December 7, 2009 olden days  how i wish im born out to be a never grown up kid,maybe in my dream. i rlly miss the good old days back. no doubt,no promises made,no everything. i know you know i am crapping,zzz-.- i didn't went for the 2D1N chalet,so boring. you've appeared in my dream once again,knn chua me wake up only. you power or what? i am so looking forward for the 13th to P.Ubin with friends. i miss my ladies alot,why?lollol im at ahteo's hus,gonna lift my butt up and get going for dinner already. ahteo's mama very noisy{laughs}:x i miss my "bebe":( byebye sweetheartssss{insert hearts}. in my hour of weakness,
. Sunday, December 6, 2009 "m" a ha-pi kid:D  i had a nightmare last night,i wish you were there but you were not. i was totally freak by the nightmare.i text you but you didn't reply,and so i cuddled onto my blanket and cried softly. i went to consult doctor this morning,cab over to dover rd to fetch mummy. little niece went with us too,she's totally too cute already la. after consulting doctor,headed to take my breakfast/lunch and bugis street aftermath. i totally hate today weather,didn't bought anything as the weather seems to be getting dark. back to collect my medicine,took a cab and it started to pour{count myself lucky}lollol headed to grandma hus,nua awhile and left home. hsh,rest awhile and went down to woodland sintua,{can't remember which tua already}for yewkeng. didn't joined the yewkeng cause alicia,ahbui friend la,husband got things to attend.went off with her and back to woodland sintua aftermath. chatted alot with alicia,i like it:) things ended and headed back home. chalet tmrw and P.Ubin on the 13th with ahbui and friends:D i must say that "m" a ha-pi kid,and i mean what i say hor! since long, 've post this long already hor?{laughs} byebye. in my hour of weakness,
. Friday, December 4, 2009  oh,hi babies:) arse hole is working now,bored die me. i am going over to 852 to meet kok leong and pass him chalet money. i miss my loverly mai. byebye. ... chalet is on the way here already.lollols in my hour of weakness,
. Thursday, December 3, 2009 i am at tua now,waiting for everything to end and heading home. you know i miss you alot.where did you fly to,arse hole? i hate the way you make me worry bout you. short and sweet,byebye. in my hour of weakness,
. Wednesday, December 2, 2009 cutie pies  no money,no place to go. i am going to stay home and nua through today. i purposely set my phone to general mode for you last night,cze im afarid i will fall asleep on waiting for your call.but my phone did not ring at all-.-,i bet you're dead drunk btt you reached home last night.still call me and tell me that you very seh,and ask me to wait for your return home call,_l_ you then have lo. -.- i bet last night you sure alot of pattern one,hor?{laugh} i want to get away from SG,i want to get away and enjoy myself. i want to drink and go chiong every night,i want to enjoy night life. i want to settle myself into a job and earn money,i want to get myself e72. i want to get myself burberry perfume,i want to get myself the long wanted gucci bag. i want to get myself a new wallet,i want to fill my cupboard with tops and bottom. i want to fill my shoe cabinet with lots of heels and flip flop,i want to go shopping everyday. i want to,i want to.... why so many i want to,when i got no money? quarreling seems to be so often this few days.when are all this quarreling going to come to a stop? i hurt myself that day,and i got a blue black on my upper forehead. {zzzz} i am going to gong ma palace on sunday for sintua thing. im gonna catch my drama already.byebye in my hour of weakness,
. Tuesday, December 1, 2009 truth lies between yourself  i was planning to spent my today rotting home,but sheena called. prepared and went over to WCP to look for her,she did my nails for me.i did the classic one this time round. after my nails,we took bus to jp. meet up with loverly mai:)went over to gekpoh for our dinner,and hsh aftermath. ninja assassin is so tempting,how?should i bring up an movie gathering with people? it's only me and you,why deny? short and sweet,im gonna catch {hi my sweetheart} and {autum concerto} already. byebye:D in my hour of weakness,
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