naval ring piercing
inked at the back
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. Wednesday, January 20, 2010
smiley faces,fading away  i've never felt so tired ever before. i feel like giving up on everything now,it doesn't make me happy at all. going to schl is a must,going to a class that i dislike is a must,repeating the whole syllabus again is a must,everything that i am going through now is a must and it's not a need to me. i am fucking sick of it. i regretted that i didn't do well last year. i so much wants to drop out from schl,but i knew i'll ruin my future very well. i am always not happy in schl,in class,during lesson and during recess.i just want to spend my schl time with my close friends but i'm forbid to it. i can't control my emotion,my tears,and my everything. i just want back my last year class,and everything stays put. i didn't know what i really want,a good education/what.i can't figure it out. things are really going the other way round. i can't speaks out of my mind today,totally.i didn't know why too. i just kept everything to myself,i kept quiet and told myself that everything is going to be fine.when i knew that it would not be fine at all. am i really satisfy with my life now? i skipped schl,i didn't know why i had a sudden dislike of schl and i find excuses to run away from schl.wth is happening to me? in my hour of weakness,
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 PeiYing,sweet 6'teen. judge & be judged.
a job
naval ring piercing inked at the back Bold
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