"Life is a flower of which love is the honey."

. Monday, February 1, 2010

stop & think

i was purposely late to schl today together with weijie,we went in only at 10am.
do stunt,laugh my ass off.we were made to write statement as we were late,how lame.
weijie got 1 stoke and i got detention next week and again it's bcse we're late.i feel so much to laugh out loud right now.
i went in to schl at 10am & i went off the schl at 1.30pm when my class should ends at 2.30.
i didn't know what's the fun hell in schl at all,i don't find it fun.i find my class a tad bit sucky and i still prefer my last year class.
mumsie talked to me for a few minutes,when i was back home.where the hell am i going to find such a great mumsie?she never hit me,she loves me alot but i didn't know how to cherish her.i feel like killing myself,ya know?she didn't scold me/praise secarstics{sp} remarks on me when she knows that i am going to get retained,but she keeps talking sense into me to go back for studies.she know what the hell bad things i am doing behind her back when she just kept quiet and tells me stop doing it and talk to me.i just didn't know how to talk nicely to her,i always gives her attitude/talk back to her when i know that she hates it.i didn't respect her at all whilist{sp} she respect with all my decision/me for all.and again how am i going to find such a great mumsie?i know i've disappointed both of my parents in some things i did but neither did they complained and hit me.
i just want to thanks them so much so,for taking care of me/looking me up from since inside mumsie womb until the age of now.i love both of my parents damn much.
byebye.



in my hour of weakness,


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